Mar 22, 2005 23:24
Once again I have no idea what I want or where I wanna go with myself. Sorry to all the people I drag into my problems and the ones I abuse for amusement. Id love to sit down with each and every one of ya'll ( :) ) and tell you exactly how I feel and where we stand. Unfortunatly, I don't know where I stand with most of my friends anymore. I always get wind that people talk about me behind my back, but yet most of ya'll rarely confront me to my face. If only I had words to describe me right now. I feel like Im destroying myself inside with no real meaning or purpose. I honestly hate myself for what I have become.
"words cut deeper than a knife could ever reach"
~Brendan