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i haven't been sleeping. at all really. i don't know if i'm just having one of those insomniac periods or if i'm super stressed and not even aware of it.
i'm worried about tomis a little. he's in the hospital somewhere and i have fucking clue where. i wish he'd either tell me where he was or just stop torturing me with these half assed emails. 'i love you' doesn't even mean anything anymore coming from him.
i'm really really nervous about my finicial aid meeting on wed. i don't know what i'm going to do if i don't get it. i'm going to have to stay in tacoma and keep this job that makes me misrible. blerf.
my aunt and uncle come home this weekend. argh. i just don't want to be here anymore. i want to be in school already. i guess if my finicial aid doesn't come through this sememster i'll move to vegas and get it together to start school in january down there. at least i know i have a place to live down there.
i need to go by my train ticket to portland today. i'm going to see my cousin scarlette on the 27th. i'm excited. it's the closest to a vacation as i'll get for awhile. even if it is just a day trip.
so any of you that want to send me text messages on my cell phone, just email them at dmcortez@tmomail.net. it's super cool. my phone beeps and then there it is. a little message for me.
i've got some errands to run. and then i have to clean house. major.
i'm worried about tomis a little. he's in the hospital somewhere and i have fucking clue where. i wish he'd either tell me where he was or just stop torturing me with these half assed emails. 'i love you' doesn't even mean anything anymore coming from him.
i'm really really nervous about my finicial aid meeting on wed. i don't know what i'm going to do if i don't get it. i'm going to have to stay in tacoma and keep this job that makes me misrible. blerf.
my aunt and uncle come home this weekend. argh. i just don't want to be here anymore. i want to be in school already. i guess if my finicial aid doesn't come through this sememster i'll move to vegas and get it together to start school in january down there. at least i know i have a place to live down there.
i need to go by my train ticket to portland today. i'm going to see my cousin scarlette on the 27th. i'm excited. it's the closest to a vacation as i'll get for awhile. even if it is just a day trip.
so any of you that want to send me text messages on my cell phone, just email them at dmcortez@tmomail.net. it's super cool. my phone beeps and then there it is. a little message for me.
i've got some errands to run. and then i have to clean house. major.