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So tonight was a little strange...after a big long mess of who would drive out to Westbury to see Hotel Rwanda, we decided that Davy should do it. During dinner and after the movie Callie and Davy kept on being all quiet and giggly and going off on their own, I hope this works out for them, I really do, but I was with Max all night. And Max is a great guy, but MAN is he shy! He had no idea what to do with me! But eventually, he started talking to me, and we talked about politics, and class, and I don't know. Videogames. I cried during Hotel Rwanda. I was on the end, next to Davy, and it was so sweet, he kept on touching my hand during the saddest parts to make sure I was okay. Then we went to my house and they watched Amelie and I fucked around on my computer, and then Davy drove Max and Callie home and didn't go online till about an hour later, at which point, I was gone, so...
I did a very impulsive thing today. I had wanted Ben to come to the movie with us, but he didn't want to see it because he was depressed as it was and didn't want to see a depressing movie, and last night he was with his sister, and we had a little bit of a fight before I left. His away message was aimed at me when everyone left, and it was really depressing, and it was snowing out, and so I bundled up and walked to his house. (I left a note for my mother telling her I was at Jespah's, emergency. I'm such a bad daughter.) I was dragging my sled behind me too, and then knocked on his door, at one thirty in the morning, and smiled and said 'want to go sledding with me?" He was so happy, and it made me feel really good. We didn't go sledding though, because I was shivering pretty badly, and he decided I should at least warm up first, and one thing led to another, and now I'm on his computer, while he is making hot snacks for me, and I'm all yawny and thinking that sleeping here would definitely be best. Not to mention that it's fifteen degrees outside and sleeping with Benjy, who is nice and toasty and warm, is infinitely better than shivering by myself. And this way, we can go sledding in the morning.
I did a very impulsive thing today. I had wanted Ben to come to the movie with us, but he didn't want to see it because he was depressed as it was and didn't want to see a depressing movie, and last night he was with his sister, and we had a little bit of a fight before I left. His away message was aimed at me when everyone left, and it was really depressing, and it was snowing out, and so I bundled up and walked to his house. (I left a note for my mother telling her I was at Jespah's, emergency. I'm such a bad daughter.) I was dragging my sled behind me too, and then knocked on his door, at one thirty in the morning, and smiled and said 'want to go sledding with me?" He was so happy, and it made me feel really good. We didn't go sledding though, because I was shivering pretty badly, and he decided I should at least warm up first, and one thing led to another, and now I'm on his computer, while he is making hot snacks for me, and I'm all yawny and thinking that sleeping here would definitely be best. Not to mention that it's fifteen degrees outside and sleeping with Benjy, who is nice and toasty and warm, is infinitely better than shivering by myself. And this way, we can go sledding in the morning.