Kuromi Note #39
Sometimes, I wonder to myself if I should ask Hiiragi-shama how he really feels about this entire... thing... about him and me.
I have no doubts that I love him, but... How does he feel about me, now that he knows who I really am?
It feels so awkward around him now. Even though he's offered to teach me how to play the violin... It's just so different from before... It's like he doesn't know what to do or say when I'm around.
Perhaps it's good that Blitza-ojisan has given me a store to mind once I'm well. I don't like making Hiiragi-shama uncomfortable in any way.
*sigh*
I don't... really mind it anymore if he doesn't return my feelings for him... What's important to me now is that he's happy. It cost me my sanity just to realize this, but somehow... I'm glad I did. For him to be happy... is all I can really ask for.
He of all people... deserves happiness.
I want to see him smile.
I want to hear him laugh.
Even if I won't be the one who will give him that kind of happiness...
I'm a Slytherin..?
What's this suppose to mean?
Does anyone know?
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I'm pretty sure a lot of people have seen Riou-san's post... I'm definitely helping them out. If you're interested in the plan of breaking down the barriers of the City to get out of this place, let me, Setsuna-san, or Riou-san know.
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