step into the right direction
I admit, I've been neglecting LJ since last year. It's probably the fault of Twitter. Strangely I've been a bit more active in DreamWidth as well. But my DW account is for vague and short posts. I use LJ more as a detailed journal. No wonder I don't use it that much. Well, as I promised... a very late 2009 -> 2010 high/lowlights post!
HIGHlights
HIGHlights
- ★ I got a PS3(slim)! It's more useful than your average game system! I love how it has a bluetooth function that connects to my laptop so I don't have to transfer files around to watch the videos I have on my laptop on my television. PLUS! The graphics are real nice.
- ★ New cellphone. It's so pretty and red. It's not a new model but I really like this one. I've been looking at it since 2008 summer so finally getting it in 2009 was great. It was also cheaper... haha.
- ★ first time going KARAOKE/BOWLING/HOTPOT with my friends. I've always been the type to not go to these kinds of things. It was a nice experience. I'm not good at either but being with them is kind of fun. I really don't like large social events though, small group events are alright.
- ★ TWITTER! It has been a big part of my life since last year March. I've depended on Twitter for relieving my boredom at work, releasing my short bursts of anger, short blurts of randomness, connecting me with things happening at real-time... I'm quite happy I got addicted to it.
- ★ realized who my REAL friends should be. Those who really like me as me. Accepting all my nasty quirks and strangeness. Those who tolerate my extreme bipolarity and ever changing moodiness. I've come to appreciate them very much and find it the most comfortable to be with. I'm not just talking about RL friends, I'm also referring to those on my FList here. I love you guys so much.
- ☆ GRADE 12/UNI STRESS; really... there's not much to say about this. Maybe it should be a highlight but really, it's just been pretty bad in 2009. I guess the fact it's begun hit me in the face. Now that it's hit me already, I've accepted it's existence and am living with it. It should be exciting but it was instead too overwhelming. But I've caught up to the pace now and all is well in 2010.
- ☆ RELATIONSHIPS; I am really not a relationship person. Or maybe I've just been dating the wrong type of guy. I've made mistakes, they made me realize that I am not a very good person. I feel like they've only given me stress and trouble. It's a good thing that they both ended because neither of them were good for my health.
- ☆ FACEBOOK; I don't like Facebook, it's a violation of privacy. Yet I have it don't I? *sigh* Facebook makes me feel like I have no friends. It's such a self-esteem downer. But I guess I've also reconnected with some people that I lost in the past. And it's a good stalking tool.
- ☆ ART; I'd lost inspiration for art. I didn't have motivation to draw last year. It was mostly school related art. I hadn't the time to draw anything personal really. My art teacher also sucks up my motivation for art, so maybe once the course is over, it'll get better.