(no subject)
its 6:56am and i havent slept. beginning to feel the baby stages of summer insomnia kicking in.
just re-read practically my enitre life. needed to put some perspective on a few things. see if all that glittered really was once gold.
turns out it was. damn.
i miss my binges sometimes. caffiene for breakfast, a constant diet of cigarettes. subsisting on pain and cancer. alcohol to wash it all down. a shoulder and a warm bed to get through the night.
i've grown soft in my old age, methinks. but i know these are just stupid insomniac thoughts that will fade by the light of noon.
nights like this, i miss my rocks.
all of you.
just re-read practically my enitre life. needed to put some perspective on a few things. see if all that glittered really was once gold.
turns out it was. damn.
i miss my binges sometimes. caffiene for breakfast, a constant diet of cigarettes. subsisting on pain and cancer. alcohol to wash it all down. a shoulder and a warm bed to get through the night.
i've grown soft in my old age, methinks. but i know these are just stupid insomniac thoughts that will fade by the light of noon.
nights like this, i miss my rocks.
all of you.