Dec 08, 2009 10:49
Grrrr. I'm writing again. Taking some time but still I feel so unproductive. Now my bunnies have hit me with something from Transformers. My muse is looking at me like I should just go with it. Hopefully I can get back into my Naruto zone. Shika/Hina are really feeling neglected.
I find that I am falling for antepathy's work right now though. How she does it I don't know. A college professor, grading papers, writing fics and have a life. Despite what she say's I think she is pretty awesome. Hopefully she will get out of the funk she is in and start to realize that she is awesome. No mater what any dickhead says. Took me a long time to accept myself too. God be with her.
My son Wesley is doing okay. He just turned three recently and is doing pretty cool with potty training. Slow going but it is getting there. Mom says he should have been potty trained by the time he was 18 months but Heaven Knows I'm not her. Thankfully. I think he is doing just fine. Ohhhh.... Oracion from that Pokemon movie just came up. It really helps me out with my concentration. It is so beautiful. Honestly.
Allen has really been faithful to taking his pills and it has been helping his temper. Now I am seeing the man I fell in love with. He is still there. Several times I thought I couldn't take it anymore but I am so glad I stayed with it. He is worth everything to me. 'Love is all I need and I found it there in your heart. It isn't to hard to see we're in Heaven.'
Maybe we will have that other baby soon. Maybe not... Either way as long as he is around I will be alright.