just when you think you have real friends..

[darklex420]

i put my trust in my friends.. shouldnt i be able to do that?
i do everything for them..
then drugs come into play.. they tell u u can trust them.. and then u pass out.. and its all gone..
oh ill pay u tues..
even though she already owes me 300 bucks..
so what.. thats like 500 now?
ill never see half of it.. i hate everyone.. i hope everyone understands that life is only wha tyou make of it.. until u trust someone

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I come home dying to piss and bathe..
im bitchy from 4 days of drugs and a blur..
and then i come to find.. im locked out..
jesus christ..
i spend 20 minutes bitching and finally i piss in the basement toilet.. i have no idea if it works or not.. hopefully it does...
20 mins after that i finally find my dads truck keys..

get in the house.. im so sick.. i take a shower.. lay down for a minute.. i cant even concentrate on shit im so burnt out..
THEN
she calls me.. bawling.. cuz her man is being a fuck..
THEN
i ask if she has my $$
she starts crying more and tells me "i-i-i couldnt stop lex.. im sorry.. ill have ur money tues..."
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!
FRIEND??? I THINK NOT!!