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I start work tomorrow. Part of me is all "Yay work~" but the rest of me... is not looking forward to it at all. I've been feeling uneasy about it ever since I heard about it. If I was the kind to follow my instincts all the time, I would have turned it down but the 'sensible' part of me insists that I need the work, even if it's only for a couple weeks and my mother will also be happy I've found work, however temporary. Taking the job is the sensible thing to do but... I really don't want to. And I can't even really say why I don't want to do it. There isn't a reason for it. I'm just feeling incredibly nervous about it and I can't even really pinpoint the reason why. Location? The speed at which it was all sorted out? My lack of money which means I might not be able to afford to buy lunch - in which case, I'd better be able to find something in the kitchen to make up my own lunches.
The lack of funds it the reason I had to skip my FanBBS meeting yesterday too. ;-; Sounds like they had a blast too. I just finished reading the blog entry. Dr Who exhibit at the Life centre. Man, I wish I could have gone... >:
Played Star Ocean 4 and TWEWY over the weekend instead. Started a new game on both because... well. Just because, mostly. I wanted to increase stats and level up more on TWEWY earlier and Star Ocean... I just wanted something to do other than battle endlessly. I've tried training until my brain feels like it's melting but I still struggle with the bosses and things. But OHMYGOD I adore the characters. XD All of them. I swear~~ Well, I'd like to smack Edge upside the head but then.. well....
And... apparently my brother and his girlfriend have broken up. I have no idea why. Mutual thing according to my mother but she won't interrogate him. >_> I'll have to find out what happened later.
The lack of funds it the reason I had to skip my FanBBS meeting yesterday too. ;-; Sounds like they had a blast too. I just finished reading the blog entry. Dr Who exhibit at the Life centre. Man, I wish I could have gone... >:
Played Star Ocean 4 and TWEWY over the weekend instead. Started a new game on both because... well. Just because, mostly. I wanted to increase stats and level up more on TWEWY earlier and Star Ocean... I just wanted something to do other than battle endlessly. I've tried training until my brain feels like it's melting but I still struggle with the bosses and things. But OHMYGOD I adore the characters. XD All of them. I swear~~ Well, I'd like to smack Edge upside the head but then.. well....
Click to viewAnd... apparently my brother and his girlfriend have broken up. I have no idea why. Mutual thing according to my mother but she won't interrogate him. >_> I'll have to find out what happened later.