All I know is that I know nothing.
You know what I think my problem is... I have no idea what or who I want and when and where I'm hoping to get it. Honestly, I don't know where I'm going let alone how I'm supposed to get there. I'm just here sort of drifting around without purpose. I think the real reason for all of this is that I won't let myself go out searching for anything I want because I know that when I find whatever it is I won't be able to have it. That's just the way my life goes...
The last example of this I can think of was a bit of an extreme and it totally knocked me out of whack for 2 years of my life. But now things seem to be moving back towards where they're supposed to be and that totally scares me. Don't be surprised if a few months down the line I end up acting crazy while locking myself away and avoiding everyone because that's exactly where this will lead me...
The only way that anything good can happen is if that something comes to me instead of me going out there looking for it.
Probably doesn't make sense to anyone but it does to me...
The last example of this I can think of was a bit of an extreme and it totally knocked me out of whack for 2 years of my life. But now things seem to be moving back towards where they're supposed to be and that totally scares me. Don't be surprised if a few months down the line I end up acting crazy while locking myself away and avoiding everyone because that's exactly where this will lead me...
The only way that anything good can happen is if that something comes to me instead of me going out there looking for it.
Probably doesn't make sense to anyone but it does to me...