Jesus Christ, Deny Your Maker.
I haven't posted for like a week so I'm not going to try to talk about everything that's happened. Over the weekend I didn't do much, it was a typical weekend where I was avoiding my friends as I have for some time now. Lately things have been strange. A lot of people that I haven't talked to for a while have resurfaced all at once. Trent kept calling me and insisting that we should hang out. He's saying that he's going to go clean again... god I'm sick of hearing that. He was a coke addict just last week I don't see him going clean anytime soon or ever for that matter. It's sad to see my best friend from childhood go down that way but what can I do? Every time I try to get involved or help him out it just blows up in my face. The best thing I can do is just avoid him. Umm let's see I talked to Melissa a lot this weekend. We kept each other company because neither one of us was doing anything. Amy started talking to me again out of nowhere, that was strange. She hasn't changed much. Dave got a new BMW Convertible '92. Lucky bastard that he is. This makes me realize that I need to buy myself a car soon. I'm so pathetic I have the money I am just too lazy to find a car. Well anyway that's about all I have to say so I'm going to go rummage for food now.