its 545am
im at workies...workin hard right? yeah- finished all the nightly duties i have
ahem.. i lied. new emails that snuck up on me.
ANYWAYS...
Ive been neglectful of my LJ mainly because i noticed i used it to whine more then anything else. a good whine now and then i guess is a good thing, but its just typed out thoughts in my head.
So..
I type
Been noticing a lack of badness in my life for the most part, and a want for more good things. I have a decent job, a working car (should go in for some work on the brakes though....) my compy loves me..my new monitor is sexy. I live with good people- 2 nice people who deal with my shit, and vice versa =).
I guess it is just a lack of attention of the fairer sex. Im currently not on a hunt of any sort..kinna drifting. For a span of time that i cant remeber duplicated ive noticed im just not meeting anyone new..kinna weird for me.
Brads new GF told me i am too aloof- and thats one reason girls arent approaching me. I always thought i put on a good front when i went out. But i dont get critiqued very often so i listen to observations.
Goin after my motorcycle liscence in 2 weeks?..umm the 14-17th. so im a little nervous..im used to being compitent in what i do.. so a brand new thing is scary...
Been wondering lately if i really enjoy my RP stuff. Larp, tabletops, etc. Been wondering why i enjoy them so. Is it because ive been playing them since like 3rd grade?...Ive been playing games longer then some poeple i know have been alive...makes me feel old.(and whiny)
But i dont know what would take thier place if i were to "grow up" and leave them behind. I lost my clubbing when the Con closed, Kinna lost interest when i went on my head-meds..i wonder if they killed a but of my imagineation- i know ive not been as fast as a thinker as i used to be..but im also not a nervous wreck either.
Still debateing if i should stay on them..
some parting lyrics
It doesn
ahem.. i lied. new emails that snuck up on me.
ANYWAYS...
Ive been neglectful of my LJ mainly because i noticed i used it to whine more then anything else. a good whine now and then i guess is a good thing, but its just typed out thoughts in my head.
So..
I type
Been noticing a lack of badness in my life for the most part, and a want for more good things. I have a decent job, a working car (should go in for some work on the brakes though....) my compy loves me..my new monitor is sexy. I live with good people- 2 nice people who deal with my shit, and vice versa =).
I guess it is just a lack of attention of the fairer sex. Im currently not on a hunt of any sort..kinna drifting. For a span of time that i cant remeber duplicated ive noticed im just not meeting anyone new..kinna weird for me.
Brads new GF told me i am too aloof- and thats one reason girls arent approaching me. I always thought i put on a good front when i went out. But i dont get critiqued very often so i listen to observations.
Goin after my motorcycle liscence in 2 weeks?..umm the 14-17th. so im a little nervous..im used to being compitent in what i do.. so a brand new thing is scary...
Been wondering lately if i really enjoy my RP stuff. Larp, tabletops, etc. Been wondering why i enjoy them so. Is it because ive been playing them since like 3rd grade?...Ive been playing games longer then some poeple i know have been alive...makes me feel old.(and whiny)
But i dont know what would take thier place if i were to "grow up" and leave them behind. I lost my clubbing when the Con closed, Kinna lost interest when i went on my head-meds..i wonder if they killed a but of my imagineation- i know ive not been as fast as a thinker as i used to be..but im also not a nervous wreck either.
Still debateing if i should stay on them..
some parting lyrics
It doesn