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Feb 25, 2007 20:41

Starting to feel like all I do is cry. One second life is great and then it all falls apart again only to go back to being great
makes you wonder why sometimes you bother at all. Life isn't that great to get all up and happy over. What ever it is you want in life you never seem to get anyways. Maybe my opinion will change if one of these days something will make me happy. but until then why bother. No matter what I do it will never be enough. So I give up. I give up trying to make other people happy. I don't try to be selfish or hurtful to people. I really don't. Normally I'm a pretty happy person. Till recently. I just don't see why I was trying so hard in the first place. Maybe one day I'll figure it out. Until then I'm gonna sit here in my little shell with my little fake smile and smile. Life will be great.
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