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Sometimes when i get on here, I try to post something really meaningful and deep and artistic and all I can ever come up with is crap.
That sucks.
I just feel lost right now. What I think I want may not be what I need. Maybe I'm just a fool, and I suppose I am. I'm not the brightest bulb, but I can still be hurt, I still understand the insults, and whether or not it's sarcastic doesn't mean shit.
I just don't know what my life here means. What important things have I done. I think I can do something great and it just fails.
I think I'm going to church this Sunday. I'm tired of being Godless, I just want direction and I know he can give it.
I miss all my friends here. And to Sarah especially, I'm sorry our last RPG never took off, that was my fault. I haven't been able to keep my focus on anything... at all.
That sucks.
I just feel lost right now. What I think I want may not be what I need. Maybe I'm just a fool, and I suppose I am. I'm not the brightest bulb, but I can still be hurt, I still understand the insults, and whether or not it's sarcastic doesn't mean shit.
I just don't know what my life here means. What important things have I done. I think I can do something great and it just fails.
I think I'm going to church this Sunday. I'm tired of being Godless, I just want direction and I know he can give it.
I miss all my friends here. And to Sarah especially, I'm sorry our last RPG never took off, that was my fault. I haven't been able to keep my focus on anything... at all.