Nov 04, 2004 20:55
Okay im really pissed off right now because lauren put some shit that i told her not to tell anyone about in her fucking journalyou know what if shes pissed at me then she shouldnt talk to me because she has no right to put the personal things that i tell her in her journal i fucking hate this why did she do that!OMG!im freaking like crying because i told her not to tell anyone about that!everythings changed!everyone has changed i cant tell anyone anything these days!GOD!i used to be able to trust people with stuff but no now everyone who reads a live journal knows my shit!and i dont like that ecspecially when i told my so called best friend to keep it a secret!gosh what is wrong with people these days!tonight im asking my mom to move because the only person that i feel i can trust now id aimee and megan!and some other people!but most of the other people go to other schools!GOD!i just wanna move to california!or maybe even europe!
.....Kayley is pissed at me and I guess its cause I put that kayley had just called me and some stuff that happenned, I was writing this right after we hung up. That night we went to the banquet and she said lets just keep everything on the down low about what happenned on the phone, so me forgetting I worte anyting about it wasnt thinking and forgot that i had it in my journal...dumb me. She hates me now, but what she needs to realize is that I wasnt trying to be rude about it and I am still here for her but everyone makes mistakes. My moms hit me before but I never told anyone And I know how scary that feeling is thinking that ur parents will never stop hitting you. I duno if she still wants to be my frined I think she thinkis im mad at her but Im not.
But anywas The dance was fun tonight, I hung with Kays (before she got mad at me) and Jay, Court and Mikayla and megan lol some other girls too they were all really cute!Man It seemed as if Michael was mad at me today I hope for anything that he isnt! CAuse I really dont like it when hes mad at me....Well Im off to more thinking of michael haha bye till next time COME ALONG FOR THE MYSTERY TOUR!