Nov 17, 2005 17:26
Or at least it tries to be, I think.
I'm really continuing to grow in my knowledge of God, and along with that knowledge comes increased trust and faith. It really feels good. I can honestly say I've never been this ardent of a believer before. Everything feels possible to me now, well almost everything.
I got a response to an email I sent to Jamie that really made me feel good. I won't go into what was said or not said or implied or whatever. Just realize I feel I'm in as good a place with her right now as I'm going to be for a long while.
I'm still growing in my relationship with Leslie. I still am not sure where this is going, and that scares me. I don't want to be taken to the edge only to have things end. It's not fair to either of us. Unfortunately only time will tell if things will work out between us, and time is something I have less and less of as time marches forward.
Work kind of sucked today, and it kind of didn't. I'd rather not go into it, but to those idiots who wanted beef steak before 4 and whom were new customers, if you ever ask me again for steak before 4 and its not Sunday, I will pile-drive you into hardened concrete. Seriously, don't ask because you won't get any and it will only anger me and Sanka.
god,
jamie,
work,
leslie,
life,
faith