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Apr 08, 2010 17:26

You can talk shit online about me all you want. Say whatever lies you want and try to spin shit like you're a victim til maybe even you start to believe it. I don't care, even you talking to people I know feeding them bullshit won't bother me much cause hey, if they want to believe you, fuck it. This is the only acknowledgement you'll get. Because I know I've only been nice and tried to do right by you. For whatever reason even after all your shit I still feel a need to act kindly, maybe that makes me stupid or something but it's how I am. I always try to come correct and never want more than for things to be right. You and me both know that. So go ahead, say whatever you want where or to who ever you want. Go and convince yourself of all those things that you keep drilling yourself on trying to make them true. They never will be but they can feel like it as long you imagine they are, and hey, you've become like a master of fabracations across all your realationships haven't you? (I know thats rough but fuck it)

So keep on with your foulness it won't change my kindness, compassion or realness. Maybe if I was better at leading you'd learn to follow the example. And maybe if you grow up and learn something I'll be around.
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