crying over a guy i never knew
brian (secret admirer, not a creepy internet stalker)got mad at me and it wasnt all my fault. my fucking camera broke. stupid piece of shit. so he asked me to take a pci and oh who cares i fucked it up. damnit im crying over a guy i never knew. wtf is rong wit me. i just thought mayb he and him cud go out i rele did but gess not. its so sasd of me but if he wanted me i wud still want him back. god i never cried over someone b4. i never cry. so y the fuck now. god damnit. i think its because i was so close to a bf and i thoguth mayb i cuda found someone. but nope. im just so fucking ugh. y the fuck did that have to happen then. it wasnt even my fault. if that fucking thing just. ugh damnit. now he probly reading this saying wha a fuckin lozer i am. god i rele wish it dint happen .and my fuckign camera din break. im so pathetic. crying over someone i never knew. annd now because of me i never will. he seemed rele kool, AND Y THE FUCK AM I CRYING. IM SUCH A QUEEN. GOD DAMNIT! he wun forgive me he was rele mad. but it wasnt all fair ot ge tmad at me. i mean he wanted me to do that when i dun even know who he is. then he goes well u cnt trust me, but i mena i relel cnt cuz i dun even know his name. i just named him brian . how fucking sad is that. so brian laugh all ya want. he probly is now. eh i cudnt blame him i am rele pathetic. i NEED A HUG