I tried
I'm letting everyone go. This does not mean I'm going to talk less or ignore the people whom I still talk to and hang out with(I love you guys). And I mean the real people. As for the rest of you, I'm not making that extra effort anymore. If you weren't lying to me in the past time I've known you, then you might have an interest in talking to me every once in awhile. I would like to assume that you would, but who the hell am I to assume anything. It's just been one huge clash of bad memories and a few pretty good ones with the friends of mine who are actually friends of mine. You know who you are. Anyway, I leave this coming saturday. And for those of you who know I don't want to dwell on you and these trivial matters for much longer, you can call me or I'll see you during thanksgiving...maybe, if you should only be so lucky. But, I'm letting you go. I'm shocked by the turnout from NWSA, because it is even smaller than I thought my miniscule "after high school" realm would be, which only consisted of no more than 10 people. Whatever.
I'm going to be eighteen soon. That should be exciting. Birthday in NYC...Orchestra auditions in a week or so and I still don't have all of my excerpts. I should have them by tomorrow and then I can cram them in. Manhattan should be fun. If only I didn't have to see Fabian. But guess what? He doesn't care about me either.
No, I'm not being pessimistic, I'm just being realistic.
Some advice...Don't expect too much from anybody. Especially, the seemingly good people. They are the ones who turn on you the most.
Trying not to have hard feelings.
J. Bean
I'm going to be eighteen soon. That should be exciting. Birthday in NYC...Orchestra auditions in a week or so and I still don't have all of my excerpts. I should have them by tomorrow and then I can cram them in. Manhattan should be fun. If only I didn't have to see Fabian. But guess what? He doesn't care about me either.
No, I'm not being pessimistic, I'm just being realistic.
Some advice...Don't expect too much from anybody. Especially, the seemingly good people. They are the ones who turn on you the most.
Trying not to have hard feelings.
J. Bean