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wow its been forever since i've written in here.
I was going through a hard time.
I've lightened up a lot.
So lets see updates!!!
School - Tomorrow we start finals. Today the school officially announced 2008 as seniors. It was amazing. Not doing too bad in any of my classes. I got my first 100 on an essay in AP English and when she handed it back she said "it was good jenn, very good" for someone to hear that from Dr. Chelte is like once in a lifetime. So i was very proud.
Work - well we combined page blvd with our stores so my hours got cut pretty badly. Its kinda frusterating sometimes at work cuz we have so many people and not enough to do. then we get bitched at.
Driving school - yes i am currently in driving school. I have a 98 average :P Next week is my last week. I start onroads the week after that. I get my license july 16th. pretty excited.
Boys - oh man. I've been good. But i just wish people would stop coming in and out of my life so quickly. Couldnt anyone just stay for a little bit? There is one, i guess.....
Everyone thinks he's so bad for me. And he kinda is in the sense of reliability but when it comes to when i need someone to talk to, to call or text, he's always there for me in that sense. I love being woken up at 3 or 4 in the morning by him and having strange conversations. We always have strange conversations. And we always argue. He's so stubborn it drives me nuts. I guess im stubborn too. But im always right lol Everything is so difficult and sometimes we fight, and sometimes i just get so angry with him or so busy that we just dont talk for a while and then he pops up in my life again with either a text or something. And when we do see eachother its so special. Its so rare. When we just sit next to eachother and talk, or when he tries to wear my shirts, or when he grabs my hands and just looks into my eyes, no words, just this stare, a wordless understanding that makes me feel stronger, not helpless, its the most memorable thing. It's almost been a year of this. It feels like its only been a month. So he's stuck around in a sense. But for now he's temporarily out of my reach, and thats okay because i know im not ready for him yet, and he's not ready for me. I can wait. Not really wait, But i'll always be here for him, just like no matter how many times i try to forget about him he just pops up again.
i dunno. im so proud of myself being able to come to this conclusion
of not being obsessive and just trying to live my own life. When the
time is right it'll work out. :]
other than that im adios nigga
[♥]jennbaby
I was going through a hard time.
I've lightened up a lot.
So lets see updates!!!
School - Tomorrow we start finals. Today the school officially announced 2008 as seniors. It was amazing. Not doing too bad in any of my classes. I got my first 100 on an essay in AP English and when she handed it back she said "it was good jenn, very good" for someone to hear that from Dr. Chelte is like once in a lifetime. So i was very proud.
Work - well we combined page blvd with our stores so my hours got cut pretty badly. Its kinda frusterating sometimes at work cuz we have so many people and not enough to do. then we get bitched at.
Driving school - yes i am currently in driving school. I have a 98 average :P Next week is my last week. I start onroads the week after that. I get my license july 16th. pretty excited.
Boys - oh man. I've been good. But i just wish people would stop coming in and out of my life so quickly. Couldnt anyone just stay for a little bit? There is one, i guess.....
Everyone thinks he's so bad for me. And he kinda is in the sense of reliability but when it comes to when i need someone to talk to, to call or text, he's always there for me in that sense. I love being woken up at 3 or 4 in the morning by him and having strange conversations. We always have strange conversations. And we always argue. He's so stubborn it drives me nuts. I guess im stubborn too. But im always right lol Everything is so difficult and sometimes we fight, and sometimes i just get so angry with him or so busy that we just dont talk for a while and then he pops up in my life again with either a text or something. And when we do see eachother its so special. Its so rare. When we just sit next to eachother and talk, or when he tries to wear my shirts, or when he grabs my hands and just looks into my eyes, no words, just this stare, a wordless understanding that makes me feel stronger, not helpless, its the most memorable thing. It's almost been a year of this. It feels like its only been a month. So he's stuck around in a sense. But for now he's temporarily out of my reach, and thats okay because i know im not ready for him yet, and he's not ready for me. I can wait. Not really wait, But i'll always be here for him, just like no matter how many times i try to forget about him he just pops up again.
i dunno. im so proud of myself being able to come to this conclusion
of not being obsessive and just trying to live my own life. When the
time is right it'll work out. :]
other than that im adios nigga
[♥]jennbaby