Apr 06, 2007 21:36
well yesterday was prom
it was nice. not all i expected it to be.
got a keychain pic with heather and one with tommy
did a group picture that was amazing
we had a hummer limo it was awesome
went to liticia's grandma's house
didnt get to bed until 6 am.
got up at like 10:30
talked with kenny till his mom called
and he had to leave.
i left at like 12:30 and meant to do
laundry when i got home. ended up passing out.
so i did laundry while getting ready for work.
work was okay.
heather brought up a very good point that i never
even thought about. Maybe cuz i got so screwed over
before it really messed with me and thats why i behave
the way i do now. I'm not trying to find excuses for myself
but i'd really love to understand the sudden 360 in my attitude
towards life. Its hard to say whether that was it or not
because at the same time work at school got heavier and harder
and i had the job just starting too. Maybe its the combination
of all three.
Time is just so precious now.
I feel the need to make the most
of it when i can. that could be another
reason. whatever reason it is, my behavior
and attitude is so much different and im
still deciding on whether i like it or not :/
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