Jan 27, 2007 09:38
life is so blah right now.
I feel like my friends just dont
even want me around anymore because
they have eachother. I guess the only
reason why they kept me around was cuz
i was the link between the two.
It sucks to feel like ur being replaced.
I would be there just as much if i didnt
have a job that has me work when i have free time
or if i had my license finally and my car.
I'm just fed up with everything.
I never say anything im thinking because
im always afraid im gonna offend the person
but fuck it.
I didnt want to get involved cuz i like the both of you
He's a cool friend when he's around and you're my best friend.
The truth is you guys couldnt really work out until you
both grow up in the idea that you guys need to be able to
learn how to healthily handle your problems. The way you
do makes me so worried about you all the time and yet so
angry at you for taking care of things in that way. Yeah i
dont understand so i cant really say but you know that i care
and that it hurts me to see ANY of my friends hurt. With him
he leaves the person and tries to move on without solving anything
which is worse in consequences than sticking to it and figuring
it out no matter how stressful it is. He needs to grow up where
he needs to do something with his life. You need to not try to
control and plan out every part of his day. Either way you guys
are just not good for eachother and there's too much that went
wrong to make this right. There. thats my two cents. I give up
I throw in the white flag. You now know how i feel about it. &
if he calls me dont get mad at ME. I didnt ask him to call me
cuz like i said i dont want to get involved and be tugged between you two.
Which btw he only called once and the conversation lasted 7 minutes, and yes
i looked at the timer.
In other news i've been driving everywhere and its amazing.
Btw when im excited because im doing something that is new
to me dont shoot it down saying you've done it more and have
your license. please let me just bask in some glory im gonna
get from this. this is a huge milestone for me as it was for you.
I was excited for you. cant you just be excited for me too?
I have to shower though cuz i have work
aka that time consuming thing in my life
so im out
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