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I just want to walk into the middle of the woods
and scream. I just want to lie down next to the river
and slip away.
My life is losing sight of its path
My best friend's life just had sharp
twist. I know her pain. But yet i dont
because i still got him back in the end.
It hurts because she hurts.
I fought with my mom today.
I'm sick of everything.
I just asked to go to the bank
before work like always. I asked
for everyone to be out the door by
11:30. We didnt leave till 11:48.
Which left no time for the bank.
let down 110 this week. Which ruined
all of my other plans. So we fought.
I said "this sucks cuz i do everything
for you guys and i ask for one simple
thing in return such as going to the
bank or being picked up on time and
you guys cant even do it!" and she was
like "welcome to my life" i was like
"oh really?" She was like "yeah but
i dont complain" i was like "you? dont
complain? what?!" and she was like "exactly"
i was like "oh yea thats right, thats
cuz ur too busy sleeping all the time!"
and she was like "i wont even answer that."
i said "thats fine u dont have to u just did"
im sick of trying to give to this family
and have them give nothing back. Well at
least with my mom and dad. Love them to
death but honestly ever since i've had
my job and havent been home they're view
of me has gone down hill. But the reason
i got the job was to help them. Do you
think i would be spending so much time
doing something that stresses me and
puts alot of pressure on my school work
getting done cuz now i have to find time
to do it just for the sake of it?
fuck it
im tired.
im sad.
im achy.
im numb.
im hurt.
im lost.
i couldnt stop crying at work
when i found out.
they sent me home.
I came home and cried.
Heather came, i hugged her and cried.
Danielle's mom group hugged us, i cried.
I havent cried like that for over a year.
Its just everything built up spilling over
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
& It hurts
[♥]
and scream. I just want to lie down next to the river
and slip away.
My life is losing sight of its path
My best friend's life just had sharp
twist. I know her pain. But yet i dont
because i still got him back in the end.
It hurts because she hurts.
I fought with my mom today.
I'm sick of everything.
I just asked to go to the bank
before work like always. I asked
for everyone to be out the door by
11:30. We didnt leave till 11:48.
Which left no time for the bank.
let down 110 this week. Which ruined
all of my other plans. So we fought.
I said "this sucks cuz i do everything
for you guys and i ask for one simple
thing in return such as going to the
bank or being picked up on time and
you guys cant even do it!" and she was
like "welcome to my life" i was like
"oh really?" She was like "yeah but
i dont complain" i was like "you? dont
complain? what?!" and she was like "exactly"
i was like "oh yea thats right, thats
cuz ur too busy sleeping all the time!"
and she was like "i wont even answer that."
i said "thats fine u dont have to u just did"
im sick of trying to give to this family
and have them give nothing back. Well at
least with my mom and dad. Love them to
death but honestly ever since i've had
my job and havent been home they're view
of me has gone down hill. But the reason
i got the job was to help them. Do you
think i would be spending so much time
doing something that stresses me and
puts alot of pressure on my school work
getting done cuz now i have to find time
to do it just for the sake of it?
fuck it
im tired.
im sad.
im achy.
im numb.
im hurt.
im lost.
i couldnt stop crying at work
when i found out.
they sent me home.
I came home and cried.
Heather came, i hugged her and cried.
Danielle's mom group hugged us, i cried.
I havent cried like that for over a year.
Its just everything built up spilling over
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
I care. I care. I care. I care. I care
& It hurts
[♥]