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oh how i cant wait to move out.
its not really fighting its more of the
unreliability i get from my mom.
She's unstable but stubborn. If she was
willing to change and be more accepting
then i'd help her. but she doesnt want
the help she needs.
once again she slept all day
and didnt want to pick me up from volunteer work last night.
she works only 30 hours a week. how can u sleep so much?
I asked her to pick me up from school so i can get my permit
she says no cuz she didnt want me to miss class
even tho it would be during electrical and i have it for three periods!
So then she says she'll pick me up from school when i get out.
I go to get out of school. she's not there. I call. She lost my birth
certificate. Tried to blame it on me. I put her in her place. Told
her to come pick me up because stupid me thinking she would actually come
wore heeled boots and only brought a hoodie.
so now we have to go to get a new copy of my birth certificate
and i have to wait till tuesday to get it.
So this is the 100th let down of this week.
I cant wait. My mom is falling apart and she
wont let us help her and trust us to know what
we're doing until we let her fend for herself
cuz she wont survive and finally she'll realize
that she needs us. horrible to say. but its true.
its not really fighting its more of the
unreliability i get from my mom.
She's unstable but stubborn. If she was
willing to change and be more accepting
then i'd help her. but she doesnt want
the help she needs.
once again she slept all day
and didnt want to pick me up from volunteer work last night.
she works only 30 hours a week. how can u sleep so much?
I asked her to pick me up from school so i can get my permit
she says no cuz she didnt want me to miss class
even tho it would be during electrical and i have it for three periods!
So then she says she'll pick me up from school when i get out.
I go to get out of school. she's not there. I call. She lost my birth
certificate. Tried to blame it on me. I put her in her place. Told
her to come pick me up because stupid me thinking she would actually come
wore heeled boots and only brought a hoodie.
so now we have to go to get a new copy of my birth certificate
and i have to wait till tuesday to get it.
So this is the 100th let down of this week.
I cant wait. My mom is falling apart and she
wont let us help her and trust us to know what
we're doing until we let her fend for herself
cuz she wont survive and finally she'll realize
that she needs us. horrible to say. but its true.