Confusion....

[darkinuyoukai]

Lately, I've been feeling really bad. Usually my moods just keep switching back and forth, and I can really see it when I am working on my fanfics, and it is becoming really disturbing to me. I haven't felt this was since I was on the depakote, but I'm a bit afraid to know what else may happen the longer I stay on my current pain meds. Its supposed to be temporary, and I hope it stops soon. Keeping this facade up is really tiring, and trying to be happy all the time just doesn't work. Right now, I'm just an angry, annoyed teen that doesn't know what to do most of the time, and ends up venting her feelings in fanfiction...*Sigh* for the most part, it helps, and if that doesn't, I'm playing videogames that make me laugh because I can vent my anger on poor little monsters from the Final Fantasy world.

Anyways, I have my ups and I have my downs. i don't let this tiredness and weird mood swings affect my writing, because then I would be pissed at myself....

Ja,

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