Mar 05, 2010 15:27
Its such a nice day so far, and its supposed to be nice for the rest of the day too. Its been a while since there's actually been a whole day of sunshine, and its just making a lot of things better. Its actually forty degrees at the moment, what's left of the snow is melting even more, and its actually warm enough outside to not be huddled up in a ton of clothes. Hell, I really love spring when its like that. I can't wait until the need for the bulky winter coats starts to leave and the time that I'll actually be able to just wear a thick hoodie instead of the damn winter coat I have. It'll be a lot easier to take to the rec center, that's for sure.
I actually slept last night, so I guess I'm back with my normal sleeping schedule again. I also went and had a few cups of tea before I went to bed, so that probably helped relax me enough so that the chamomile tea and the melatonin that I had before I decided to try to sleep could start to work. I'm just glad that I'm not having the incredibly annoying weeks of insomnia that I was prone to having when I was on all of the migraine medication before, because now my brief lapses of insomnia are few and far in between. That's definitely a lot easier to deal with than being constantly in pain and hardly getting any sleep as a side effect. On the topic of pain, it will literally be two months in ten days that I haven't had a migraine since I got my wisdom teeth pulled. What's really surprising was that I didn't have a migraine during that time of the month for me, and I usually get one that whole week. Funny, all I had to really deal with were the cramps, irritability, and craving for sweets. I can deal with that over the migraines, there are easy fixes for all of them.
I don't really want to go back to classes on Monday, but I have to. Its going to be a bit weird after having such a nice week off--but its also going to be nice to go back. I'm such an odd one for wanting to go back to classes huh? In my mind, the sooner I go back means the sooner I can have my finals and that means that my summer break will come even faster! Speaking of my classes, I have to go and get Macbeth and Joe Turner's Come And Gone for my English 30W and Literature 362 classes respectively. Its going to be easy to read Macbeth again, but I'm not sure about Come and Gone because I've never read it. I can bear with it because I don't have that much longer in any of my classes.
I still feel like I'm caffeine deprived--I'm just incredibly lethargic right now. It probably has to do with the fact that I'm usually more awake after five in the evening because of one thing or another, but meh. I don't know sometimes. I probably should go and grab a pepsi and see what that will do to me. That or make myself a cup of tea....hmm.....I don't know yet. There's so many choices I have. But now, I'm going to get back to eating my lunch and figuring out what I want to do after that. I might just go and find a game to play on my ps2, I just don't know what I want to do at all. Maybe I should go and take a hot shower to help me warm up and then I could figure out what to do? Who knows...
Have I mentioned how much I can hate my little sister sometimes? I really wish I was an only child. I wouldn't have to deal with all of the shit that can come with having siblings, and I really wouldn't have to deal with the fucking mood swings that the little brat can have. Hell, she only just keeps herself locked up in our room the whole day, and when she actually does come out of the room its to either eat something or bitch like crazy about something or another. God, she can irritate the hell out of me when I actually do pay attention her he. When I don't, its really nice because tuning out all of that shit. She can go and lock herself up in our room for all I care, I can just curl up in one of the chairs downstairs as I let my caffeine deprived self switch from working on one thing to another.
-Corrupted Innocence
blah,
hungry,
creative,
cold,
amused,
awake,
indecisive,
devious,
sick,
bored