my confusion
Doesnt she know she has me by her side
Doesnt she care that she has my heart
Doesnt she know I care for her
Doesnt she know she's killing me
Doesnt she realize she has my heart
But she doesnt care................
I know that i love her so
That she is my everything
I love her with everything that I have
I would give her world
I know that im not worth her love
But there is always hope
That she'll care as much as I do
And she take me with open arms
But i know that will never happen
So I cry myself to sleep
She is the only thing that keeps me sane. She is the only thing that kees me going. Doesnt she realize that im here. Doesnt she care that i love her. She says she sorry that we havent talked. She says we'll chat later with <3's. I dont understand her. Doesnt she know shes killing me. I tell myself it was just a kiss and that it was just a touch. But to me it was so much more. It was the day I acted and took what I wanted. It doesnt matter know she says so many different things. I want her so bad but I have lost. As I travel though the dark I see my real self. The side i have hidden away and know i have to fight. I had a taste of love. Something i never wanted. But i have it and I want more. I knew it wasnt for me thats why I never acted. But when she kissed me I knew that I was dumb. I should have showed her I loved long ago. That I wanted her and no one else. But it doesnt matter anymore cuz im home and she far away. she has a boyfriend that she seems to love and she hardly talks to me. She says she wants to talk but i serverely doubt that. Why should she want to talk to me im just a friend. She said that she cares for me so much yet i dont even know and that I brighten her days everytime she sees me. Doesnt she understand that its the same for me. I want her cuz I know I cant. I need her more that my own self. I havent felt this felling ever before. She is the first and last. I dont have skills with women. Hell I dont even have skills with the humen race. Im not mister perfect but she took me for who I was. She gave me happiness. Then she gave me hope. But when it came down to it. It was all smoke and mirrors.
Doesnt she care that she has my heart
Doesnt she know I care for her
Doesnt she know she's killing me
Doesnt she realize she has my heart
But she doesnt care................
I know that i love her so
That she is my everything
I love her with everything that I have
I would give her world
I know that im not worth her love
But there is always hope
That she'll care as much as I do
And she take me with open arms
But i know that will never happen
So I cry myself to sleep
She is the only thing that keeps me sane. She is the only thing that kees me going. Doesnt she realize that im here. Doesnt she care that i love her. She says she sorry that we havent talked. She says we'll chat later with <3's. I dont understand her. Doesnt she know shes killing me. I tell myself it was just a kiss and that it was just a touch. But to me it was so much more. It was the day I acted and took what I wanted. It doesnt matter know she says so many different things. I want her so bad but I have lost. As I travel though the dark I see my real self. The side i have hidden away and know i have to fight. I had a taste of love. Something i never wanted. But i have it and I want more. I knew it wasnt for me thats why I never acted. But when she kissed me I knew that I was dumb. I should have showed her I loved long ago. That I wanted her and no one else. But it doesnt matter anymore cuz im home and she far away. she has a boyfriend that she seems to love and she hardly talks to me. She says she wants to talk but i serverely doubt that. Why should she want to talk to me im just a friend. She said that she cares for me so much yet i dont even know and that I brighten her days everytime she sees me. Doesnt she understand that its the same for me. I want her cuz I know I cant. I need her more that my own self. I havent felt this felling ever before. She is the first and last. I dont have skills with women. Hell I dont even have skills with the humen race. Im not mister perfect but she took me for who I was. She gave me happiness. Then she gave me hope. But when it came down to it. It was all smoke and mirrors.