New roads, Old ways, New souls, Old woes
Clay died today.
He died of lead poisoning the vet thinks.
I am going to kick the ass of whoever killed my dog.
I love Clay, he was the best dog I ever had, he's amazing and I just, I love him so much, so incredibly much.
I am having the water tested her. Grandma has been having liver and vision problems which is also because of lead probably, these are common symptoms and side effects of it all.
I drove 1700miles in 32 hours with only 3hrs of sleep to make it to Missouri in time to see Clay, to tell him I love him, to let him know that the choice is his, that he can hold on and get better or if he wanted he could just let go and die and that would be okay too. He died, he came in bed with me last night and I knew he was dead. I told him I loved him and scratched him some. And then I laid back down and fell back asleep. My Grandma woke me up in the morning with the vet on the phone and said that Clay had died, I said okay, rolled over and went back to sleep. I already knew that he had died, he came to me first, they always do.
Becky said he waited for me. Waited for me like my Grandfather and my Great Grandmother did. I am tired of people waiting for me. It hurts.
I bought a couple of guns. I got a shotgun and a colt handgun. I just needed something fun and different. I like them. The kid and I have played out back of Grandma's house with them. It keeps me busy, out of trouble, and just kinda keeps my mind off of things because I don't want to think about what has happened. It hurts, a lot, I cannot even explain. And I will sincerely kick the ass of whoever poisoned my dog and my grandmother and who has caused me so much pain in my life.
Rest peacefully Clayton. I love you dearly. Please continue to follow me around and be my shadow, I still need you and I will always love you. 2006-2009
He died of lead poisoning the vet thinks.
I am going to kick the ass of whoever killed my dog.
I love Clay, he was the best dog I ever had, he's amazing and I just, I love him so much, so incredibly much.
I am having the water tested her. Grandma has been having liver and vision problems which is also because of lead probably, these are common symptoms and side effects of it all.
I drove 1700miles in 32 hours with only 3hrs of sleep to make it to Missouri in time to see Clay, to tell him I love him, to let him know that the choice is his, that he can hold on and get better or if he wanted he could just let go and die and that would be okay too. He died, he came in bed with me last night and I knew he was dead. I told him I loved him and scratched him some. And then I laid back down and fell back asleep. My Grandma woke me up in the morning with the vet on the phone and said that Clay had died, I said okay, rolled over and went back to sleep. I already knew that he had died, he came to me first, they always do.
Becky said he waited for me. Waited for me like my Grandfather and my Great Grandmother did. I am tired of people waiting for me. It hurts.
I bought a couple of guns. I got a shotgun and a colt handgun. I just needed something fun and different. I like them. The kid and I have played out back of Grandma's house with them. It keeps me busy, out of trouble, and just kinda keeps my mind off of things because I don't want to think about what has happened. It hurts, a lot, I cannot even explain. And I will sincerely kick the ass of whoever poisoned my dog and my grandmother and who has caused me so much pain in my life.
Rest peacefully Clayton. I love you dearly. Please continue to follow me around and be my shadow, I still need you and I will always love you. 2006-2009