The weekend and a breakdown...
So, the weekend was good. Pretty much good, it sort of flew by. I worked as usual, which was...well, work and that was...ok. Hmm, on the good side- I got to hang out with Steve, Krystin, slugg and some other folks which was muchas cool. I had tons of fun.
Then come sunday, after 6 hours of rehearsal for "The History of the Devil", I had somewhat of a nervous breakdown. After rehearsal I was just down. I have really no reason to be down, but I felt sooo utterly depressed. I felt as though, wow I have all these cool things going on involving theatre and what not, but my life is in a rut. My personal life especially. I just...I dont know felt so alone and stuck. So I sat in a parking lot and cried for like 20 mins. I called my mom and told her I missed her and wanted out of Louisville and wanted to come home. She told me I needed to calm down, eat better and more often and sleep more. She said its because Im constantly on the run week to week, with hardly any break. And when I do have free time, Im out with friends insted of relaxing. Its true. I need some relaxation. I know Ive only got 3 weeks left, but still...whew. Its like the slightest thing sends me on and emotional whirlwind. So, Igot straightend up and met my sister for dinner. Then I got a memebership to Tan city. I just want a bronzy gold color...nothing leathery brown. That way when I got to Florida this summer I dont look ghostly. I got some awesome lotion and an anti aging face block, so my face stays protected...no wrinkles there:)
So, I went to the tanning bed over on Bardstown RD after swim class today. I stayed 10 mins yesterday and nothing really. Today I stayed 15 and my arms are tan but my chest is red....uh oh:)
Well, I hope everyone who is coming to "The History of the Devil" has bought their tickets. Hurry, Hurry, Hurry:) You can go to ticketmaster.com
Question:
Is it possible to be successful in ones career/school, whatever but never to be really sucessful in relationships...friendly or otherwise?
Im starting to ponder the possibility. Have you just ever felt so totally alone? You have friends, but then you stop to realize you are alone....with no one but yourself. *sigh* Makes me sad.
Well Farewell.
Then come sunday, after 6 hours of rehearsal for "The History of the Devil", I had somewhat of a nervous breakdown. After rehearsal I was just down. I have really no reason to be down, but I felt sooo utterly depressed. I felt as though, wow I have all these cool things going on involving theatre and what not, but my life is in a rut. My personal life especially. I just...I dont know felt so alone and stuck. So I sat in a parking lot and cried for like 20 mins. I called my mom and told her I missed her and wanted out of Louisville and wanted to come home. She told me I needed to calm down, eat better and more often and sleep more. She said its because Im constantly on the run week to week, with hardly any break. And when I do have free time, Im out with friends insted of relaxing. Its true. I need some relaxation. I know Ive only got 3 weeks left, but still...whew. Its like the slightest thing sends me on and emotional whirlwind. So, Igot straightend up and met my sister for dinner. Then I got a memebership to Tan city. I just want a bronzy gold color...nothing leathery brown. That way when I got to Florida this summer I dont look ghostly. I got some awesome lotion and an anti aging face block, so my face stays protected...no wrinkles there:)
So, I went to the tanning bed over on Bardstown RD after swim class today. I stayed 10 mins yesterday and nothing really. Today I stayed 15 and my arms are tan but my chest is red....uh oh:)
Well, I hope everyone who is coming to "The History of the Devil" has bought their tickets. Hurry, Hurry, Hurry:) You can go to ticketmaster.com
Question:
Is it possible to be successful in ones career/school, whatever but never to be really sucessful in relationships...friendly or otherwise?
Im starting to ponder the possibility. Have you just ever felt so totally alone? You have friends, but then you stop to realize you are alone....with no one but yourself. *sigh* Makes me sad.
Well Farewell.