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[darkheartartist]

Just in case there was anyone out there unaware of this fact [which I highly doubt], I am retarded. Not in the 'actually mentally deficient' way, but in the 'derogatory term' way. I'm sure you've noticed, as almost everyone on the planet, when asked for the definition of 'retardation' replies with 'go talk to Kat

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[darkheartartist]

Nope, we pretty much do nothing. I try to get him involved in whatever I think about planning, but he's pretty unresponsive. But to be fair, I don't really plan anything interesting, and neither of us knows too many things to do in Philly that don't require any money at all, and aren't just going to Rittenhouse Square and watching other people watch us. And, he's not much for art, although he was very interested when I was stone carving. He's a tekkie, and has thus far displayed very little interest in the subjects of: anything you would watch, anything you would make, and anything you would play. All three of which are large parts of my life, being that I am... me. But I figure that I'll give it a few more weeks, and if we both agree that this really isn't much of a relationship beyond one of complete and hopeless awkwardness and disconnectiveness, then.... we'll probably part ways. Which is far too nice a way of saying something as awful and hard to do as break up with someone.

I am very glad that you like the "Dreamer" pic. Most of the stuff at my DA account is pretty old, since I really haven't been keeping up with it like I used to. Which is unfortunate, since I really have improved a lot since I used to post things. Anyway, I'm actually thinking about making some prints of that Dreamer piece, so they might be for sale at Otakon, next year. Huzzah!
If you saw anything else in there that you liked, please, tell me! I've still got a week before I have anything to do, so I might as well tweak art [while I'm not cleaning.] during it.

[djm1975]

well, have a talk with him, and explain how you feel...maybe things can change...maybe they won't...but communcation is key in any kinda of heathy relationship

as for the dreamer pic, i think that would be a great print for otakon, maybe a few others like it too...a series of those kinda of prints
:)

[darkheartartist]

I do try to talk, but we both kind of avoid the questions, or mumble the answers. Not a very 'healthy' start, if you ask me. I do appreciate your input as far as this matter is concerned, but I would like to let it be, for now.

Hm. I'll try to make a series of them. That was actually a self portrait of sorts, so maybe I'll just make a series of different personality things. And it would give me a chance to play with Illustrator again. Oh, Illustrator, how I've missed you. Thank you for your suggestion! I'd give you a cookie if I had any. And if you were conveniently located within arms length of said nonexistant cookie.