Another new beginning!
New beginnings suck; especially when you've been there and done it so many times before, knowing the outcome before you even begin the new journey. You know the destination because you’ve been there, visited quit often, and even come to know the place of failure so well you could get around with your eyes closed though you hope that sooner or later, this trip or the next, the destination and the final ending is somehow changed from underneath you and the outcome will be different. The probability that it will be a different outcome is slim to none but what the fuck, you have to try right??
Today I did an intake for another Mental Health Clinic. They say I need serious Therapy…
NO SHIT??
Nothing helps me, it never will. I struggle over and over again with the same issues, learning nothing from my past. I see what I’m about to do with no way to stop myself. Again, the journey is the same, the destination is already marked, and I have but to travel down the path of enlightenment one more time just to get to the same place I’ve stood before….
No where.
I Am Nothing!
I have always been nothing!
I will always be nothing!
Why change the path of my existence now when I am so familiar with this outcome already?+
- Trace
Today I did an intake for another Mental Health Clinic. They say I need serious Therapy…
NO SHIT??
Nothing helps me, it never will. I struggle over and over again with the same issues, learning nothing from my past. I see what I’m about to do with no way to stop myself. Again, the journey is the same, the destination is already marked, and I have but to travel down the path of enlightenment one more time just to get to the same place I’ve stood before….
No where.
I Am Nothing!
I have always been nothing!
I will always be nothing!
Why change the path of my existence now when I am so familiar with this outcome already?+
- Trace