Update
Wow, it's been September since I've updated. I hope this reflects positively on my life like saying... YAY I have a life, I'm too busy to post in here.... Nah, not really, I just don't have anything to bitch about. *grins*
So here's the update.
The Business
We stopped doing showcases because the fucking venues were making us look like complete and utter asses. Like tonight, one of our last showcases was at Bernies in Columbus and the dumb fuck didn't even know he had us on the schedule so there's five or six bands standing around with their cocks in their hands and the asshole owner/booker or whoever the fuck the moron was, was a complete fucking dickhead to them and it was his fucking mistake. That is the exact reason why I hate showcases. Well, we only have a few left to book and I can't wait until they are over. Other than that we have a few new bands, good ones too, and we're making good money, which surprises me still. Normally everything I try sucks ballage.
Big Ballage!!
Birthdays & Anniversarys
Dally turned six in Nov. This is her first year of school and she's doing so great. The teacher loves her though she won't shut up for nothing. That's not a big surprise there. Plus she keeps trying to go find Darian. *laughs*
I turned 30 in October. God that was depressing.
Shawna turned 30 in October... which made me feel better. She's old too.
Shawna and I had our 15 year anniversary in Oct. Yippy skippy.
Kit and I had our 2 year in Dec. Yippy YI YAY!!
Dar will be 8 in Feb. God. I'm getting old... but we already knew that.
School
I quit completely. I felt like it was unnecessary to even be there plus I couldn't do that and my job too. It's hard running a business. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. Sometimes I feel like such a loser because I quit but really I was wasting my time. Why go to school and get a degree I'll never use?
Kids
Darian - She's 7 now. She's having anger issues for some reason and it's pissing me right the fuck off. Her and I had a long talk about that shit and I think it's getting better. She's so big, trying to grow up before she should. She wants a laptop computer for her birthday but I don't think she's going to get it. She wants me to give her mine. Fuck her, she can get a job. *laughs* That was given to me by Raynee as a present, I'm not giving it to her ass.
Dallas - She's 6 now. She's so stuck in the middle of Dar and Maimers that she doesn't know who she is anymore. Granny is so mean to her and Shawna's mom even told her she wish she would die. *shakes my head* I don't understand why everyone hates her or why everyone picks at her. She's the sweetest little girl ever and they are fucking with her so bad that I can't stand it. Whenever they do that shit I go straight the fuck off. I love her so much. I love all my kids and I refuse to allow anyone to treat them like that. EVER!!
Jaime - She turned 1 in Sept. She's such a pistol. She's talking two word sentences now, walking talking bitching and grouching at everyone. She's got such a hot headed little temper and her hair is so curly it's adorable. I truly love all of my kids and I wouldn't know what to do without each of them.
Shawna
Everything is going good there. We had our 15 year anniversary in October. She's under a lot of stress from her grandma having cancer and going through Chemo but honestly, I think she secretly hopes she will die and just leave everyone in peace. It's sad when someone gets under your skin so badly you just want them to die to leave you alone.
Me
I'm okay. I'm taking meds, when I remember and I feel good. I'm under a lot of stress and Shawna nags me until I can't stand it but other than that, I'm doing fine. Depression seems to seep in every so often but Raynus helps me push it away. She truly helps me through a lot and I love her for that. As for personalities, we've seemed to create a shit storm of them as of lately. Both her personalities and mine have merged worlds and it's fucking great. It's never boring and I love to watch the different persons get together and form relationships inside of relationships. To me, it's great.
Kitty (Raynee/Raynus)
I've been calling her Raynus now for a while. I love it when she signs her letters to me... Your Raynus... HAHAH That's fucking great. I can't wait until she comes up here to live with me in Ohio. We've been working on that but nothing is stable and I hate that fact. I feel like I should be getting her up here before now but I can't even take care of myself and my family it seems. I love her. PERIOD!! She's my shining star, my sunshine, and so much a part of my life that I couldn't see life without her. Or everyone inside of her.
Family
My Family is still a pain in the ass and I'm still waiting for one of them to die. It seems like we can't go a year or two without someone falling over dead. I hope it's Bob. He's a waste of space anyways. I'm going to have such bad Karma for thinking that. I suck.
Okay, I'm not even going to give the rundown of the entire tribe and what their up to because I really could care less other than they are all a bunch of fucks that have lived and wasted life too long now.
I think I'm done and if anything is typoed in this post... I DON'T CARE!!!
- Trace
So here's the update.
The Business
We stopped doing showcases because the fucking venues were making us look like complete and utter asses. Like tonight, one of our last showcases was at Bernies in Columbus and the dumb fuck didn't even know he had us on the schedule so there's five or six bands standing around with their cocks in their hands and the asshole owner/booker or whoever the fuck the moron was, was a complete fucking dickhead to them and it was his fucking mistake. That is the exact reason why I hate showcases. Well, we only have a few left to book and I can't wait until they are over. Other than that we have a few new bands, good ones too, and we're making good money, which surprises me still. Normally everything I try sucks ballage.
Big Ballage!!
Birthdays & Anniversarys
Dally turned six in Nov. This is her first year of school and she's doing so great. The teacher loves her though she won't shut up for nothing. That's not a big surprise there. Plus she keeps trying to go find Darian. *laughs*
I turned 30 in October. God that was depressing.
Shawna turned 30 in October... which made me feel better. She's old too.
Shawna and I had our 15 year anniversary in Oct. Yippy skippy.
Kit and I had our 2 year in Dec. Yippy YI YAY!!
Dar will be 8 in Feb. God. I'm getting old... but we already knew that.
School
I quit completely. I felt like it was unnecessary to even be there plus I couldn't do that and my job too. It's hard running a business. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. Sometimes I feel like such a loser because I quit but really I was wasting my time. Why go to school and get a degree I'll never use?
Kids
Darian - She's 7 now. She's having anger issues for some reason and it's pissing me right the fuck off. Her and I had a long talk about that shit and I think it's getting better. She's so big, trying to grow up before she should. She wants a laptop computer for her birthday but I don't think she's going to get it. She wants me to give her mine. Fuck her, she can get a job. *laughs* That was given to me by Raynee as a present, I'm not giving it to her ass.
Dallas - She's 6 now. She's so stuck in the middle of Dar and Maimers that she doesn't know who she is anymore. Granny is so mean to her and Shawna's mom even told her she wish she would die. *shakes my head* I don't understand why everyone hates her or why everyone picks at her. She's the sweetest little girl ever and they are fucking with her so bad that I can't stand it. Whenever they do that shit I go straight the fuck off. I love her so much. I love all my kids and I refuse to allow anyone to treat them like that. EVER!!
Jaime - She turned 1 in Sept. She's such a pistol. She's talking two word sentences now, walking talking bitching and grouching at everyone. She's got such a hot headed little temper and her hair is so curly it's adorable. I truly love all of my kids and I wouldn't know what to do without each of them.
Shawna
Everything is going good there. We had our 15 year anniversary in October. She's under a lot of stress from her grandma having cancer and going through Chemo but honestly, I think she secretly hopes she will die and just leave everyone in peace. It's sad when someone gets under your skin so badly you just want them to die to leave you alone.
Me
I'm okay. I'm taking meds, when I remember and I feel good. I'm under a lot of stress and Shawna nags me until I can't stand it but other than that, I'm doing fine. Depression seems to seep in every so often but Raynus helps me push it away. She truly helps me through a lot and I love her for that. As for personalities, we've seemed to create a shit storm of them as of lately. Both her personalities and mine have merged worlds and it's fucking great. It's never boring and I love to watch the different persons get together and form relationships inside of relationships. To me, it's great.
Kitty (Raynee/Raynus)
I've been calling her Raynus now for a while. I love it when she signs her letters to me... Your Raynus... HAHAH That's fucking great. I can't wait until she comes up here to live with me in Ohio. We've been working on that but nothing is stable and I hate that fact. I feel like I should be getting her up here before now but I can't even take care of myself and my family it seems. I love her. PERIOD!! She's my shining star, my sunshine, and so much a part of my life that I couldn't see life without her. Or everyone inside of her.
Family
My Family is still a pain in the ass and I'm still waiting for one of them to die. It seems like we can't go a year or two without someone falling over dead. I hope it's Bob. He's a waste of space anyways. I'm going to have such bad Karma for thinking that. I suck.
Okay, I'm not even going to give the rundown of the entire tribe and what their up to because I really could care less other than they are all a bunch of fucks that have lived and wasted life too long now.
I think I'm done and if anything is typoed in this post... I DON'T CARE!!!
- Trace