wow... life..
yeah.. been a while since i've actually updated this.. lets see.. aubrey and i split towards the end of october.. we don't talk much anymore.. that kinda kills me since we were like best friends before we went out.. one of my best friends moved away to OK. and i've just recently gotten back in touch with her [hi lana!] umm.. im still working like 50 hours a week.. christmas and all that holiday shit sucked.. i fucked my back up at work, i have like a pinched ciatic nerve, fun fun... and was in a car accident not too long ago. i crumbled emotionally a while ago.. im currently trying to rebuild myself.. to who i used to be.. i used to have so much pride.. i was so resilient.. life seemed so feasible... i don't know.. im in a hole, and struggling to get out.. the fact that i don't leave my house that often anymore shows alot.. but i'll be back to my self soon enough.. i hope.