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[darkhasst]

my cat is dead.
i've had him since i was four...as far back as i remember.

they put him down
they didn't tell me
i noticed he was gone
not sleeping in my room at night
not meowing for my cereal milk in the morning
my dad took him to the vet and put him down
he was breaking down, losing bladder control
i was the one that really loved him
my dad hated him
his final moments were with the person that hated him the most
probably threw him in a box
threw him up on the table
and watched the life go from him
i wasn't even there
i wasn't petting my cat when he died
my cat is dead
and i dont remember i time when i didn't have him