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senior year is strange...college-prep-wise
i was freakin' about choosin' a college, then mellowed out and was just like "eff it...i choose this 'un...who cares if i've never been there...i'm sara schmizzle"
then i felt that RIDICULOUS school pride when i got in (especially sharin' it with my best friend who was geniunely excited and my buddy, linh)
then it faded off
then we got stuff in the mail and it rushed back
i've been feelin' confident and sure about college. i can do this, meet new people, not bein' afriad to venture out, and just all around doin' the business.
and now i'm unsure again.
it took me two years to really get in my niche in high school.
two. years.
can i do this again?
will people like me?
i heart roller coaster rides of anxiety and confidence.
with random shiznit thrown in by stupid frizzle...who is quite literally, a moron.
p.s. corn pops with cinnimon toast crunch is my nigga.
i was freakin' about choosin' a college, then mellowed out and was just like "eff it...i choose this 'un...who cares if i've never been there...i'm sara schmizzle"
then i felt that RIDICULOUS school pride when i got in (especially sharin' it with my best friend who was geniunely excited and my buddy, linh)
then it faded off
then we got stuff in the mail and it rushed back
i've been feelin' confident and sure about college. i can do this, meet new people, not bein' afriad to venture out, and just all around doin' the business.
and now i'm unsure again.
it took me two years to really get in my niche in high school.
two. years.
can i do this again?
will people like me?
i heart roller coaster rides of anxiety and confidence.
with random shiznit thrown in by stupid frizzle...who is quite literally, a moron.
p.s. corn pops with cinnimon toast crunch is my nigga.