Dec 18, 2004 21:49
From time to time i remeber to post in this blasted thing that we call LJ.....
and this entry just like so many others are pointless..... Just more non-sence of random ramballings that this thing call the Internet will hold my memorys until the end of time....
Do you ever think that maybe 20 even 30 years down the road some young kid will be going through the left overs the internet and find all our non-sence wrightin down... Captuered in time.... but then again. our names.... Halo, Tasha, The Red-Head, The Legand, even Emily...... the names will not mean anything... We will be just ecoes of a past long forgoten... But i guess its just an endless cycle... that we started back when Eve had Adam eat the fruit from the tree of Knowlage... there tale is wrighten down as well... but to some... the means nothing.... Just what we will probly become....
I have been reading some past post... Things from me to people... Things that Umm Tasha would wright when Josh was away... even things that me and Emily have gone back and forth with over the year that we have been apart... and you know what i have relised... None of us are the same... we have... i wouldn't say changed.. i would say Evolved into what we are today... readying about how Tasha and Josh Broke up... to Hey look they go married.... Emily going from how happy she was with Craig to how they are having Marrage problems... and No Em.. im not rubbing it in your face.... Hell even the Fine line that me and Christina walk as friends/enemys that we have never goten away from... Ironic isn't it... the roller coaster ride that we call life... at moment we are at either a high point or a low point and then BOOM we fly the other direction... Up.. Down... Left... Right... and Josh im not entering old NES cheats... I guess the point is that im tring to make is that every path we take in life is not our chooseing.. its been predestaned way before we where even concived...
but as for me.... im an Asshole... ill be the first to admit it... and i think its time for me to stop fighting this Ride through Life and just embrace it... everything i have comeing to me willl get here in time... the car will be here soon... followed by the home... and then next... The Life of love like Tasha and Josh have.... something i got a taste of when i was with Emily...
~JoeHalo~
~Picking up and moveing on~