A stolen thought or two..
So this weekend. Whew. I put the Dis in Disappointment :)
Expectations, assumptions. Asses, you and me.. the whole nine yards. <-- ignorant blather.
Rejection - that's the worst feeling. The being in love part - getting hurt by that - yeah I can deal with that.. it's the rejection part that I forgot. Man that hurts. That's what I've been brooding about and walking around in a funk about and trying to call it something else, but that's it. When someone we care about, rejects who we are - that's one of the worst pains you can have.
So .. this is what emotional pain feels like. No wonder I hid it away for so many years, stupid git. Shouldn't I be numb to it by now? Jaded to the point of resurrection? Christ was either an idiot, or a genius because he only came back once. I'm steering towards genius, look at Wile E. Coyote.
And it really sucks that the Linkin Park song Numb is about his parent's lack of satisfaction in his choices. At least that's what I hear...
But can you hear this?
Bigger version down there
