Rating: PG
Character/Pairing: Kiichi, Tien Li/Kiichi-ish
Warnings: Spoilers for Volume 6
Challenge: #1 Anti-climax
Disclaimer:
I don't own Love Mode or any of its characters. Shimizu Yuki does,
and is an excellent owner too. ;)
Author's
Notes:
For the May challenge, which, um, I am late for. I did actually
finish this and sent it off for beta-ing before June, but RL got in the way and I didn't get it
fixed in time...
I
was initially going to do something else, but this popped up and
well, I couldn't resist. I will get back to The
Web We Weave-it's
not abandoned, I swear-but it won't be any time in the
present... I don't have much time to write these days. :/
Many thanks to mishiko-sensei for beta-ing even with the internet problems!
Completed: 2nd June 2007
Unforgotten
Kiichi
blinked, stared up at the dark night sky, and sighed. He flexed his
right hand, wincing when the pain hit, but didn't stop. He needed to
know how mobile he was, whether his right arm would help or hinder.
Whether he could stand up without leaving a trail of blood.
This
was really getting old,
he thought, blinking again. One would assume being kidnapped didn't
happen all that often-if one wasn't Kiichi, who had, for the
fourth or fifth time been taken and held at gun point. He supposed it
was better than knife point, which would have been much more
difficult to grapple with, though Kiichi would like to know why his
kidnappers even bothered when they were so incompetent.
He
hummed tunelessly as he turned his head to the left, eyeing the
unconscious body just two feet away. The gun lay next to him on the
ground, the spoils of quick battle that had ended with Kiichi shot,
again, and
his incompetent kidnapper-who was obviously not a
professional-knocked out cold. Shifting slightly, he picked up
the gun with his good arm.
With
Kiichi's luck, his unfortunate kidnapper might just wake up before
help came, and Kiichi was not in any condition for anymore wrestling,
not even if Haruomi was to show up and sexily rescue him. Well, he
might, but Kiichi had a feeling Haruomi would be too distracted by
kidnapper's bullet lodged in his arm to pay him the attention he
deserved.
Sighing
a little, Kiichi turned his head back up, still humming under his
breath. It was taking longer than he'd expected for Haruomi or Reiji
to come, and he was bored. Injured and bored, he amended, still
staring up at the starless sky. When they came, he was going to have
words
about this. Maybe plan a surprise or two for Reiji.
He was
smiling, mind full of little angry Reijis, when the rumble of a car
engine and the crunch of gravel interrupted his reverie. Tensing, he
gripped the gun tighter just in case it wasn't Haruomi and Reiji.
When the
car came close enough for Kiichi to see, he drew the gun closer and
lightly curled his finger around the trigger. He didn't recognise the
car, which meant this was either an accomplice or just an innocent
bystander. Until he saw the driver, he was going to keep the gun
safely by his side and ready to shoot should it turn out to be an
accomplice. (And wouldn't it be just his luck if it was the crazy
half-brother of his kidnapper out for revenge?).
Kiichi
waited calmly, gun in one hand, arm ready to swing up and shoot if
necessary while his injured arm was braced for more pain. He was
hoping the recoil wouldn't be too bad-Kiichi didn't want to
faint from blood loss like the last time. It was very anti-climactic
to save Naoya-kun and nearly rescue himself only to have blood loss
and unconsciousness ruin his heroics.
The
engine stopped, and Kiichi became more alert, mind curiously taking
in the details of the car; black and compact, just slim and sleek
enough to hint at speed, but otherwise not flashy or showy. Someone
doesn't want to be noticed,
he thought, as he shifted slightly to get a better aim.
The door
opened, and Kiichi thought he was prepared for anything-anyone.
He was
wrong.
For a
moment his breath caught in his throat, and he stared. He thought he
was imagining things, that his wound was confusing his mind, making
him hallucinate. But then, he breathed out and his mind cleared, and
he knew exactly who was standing in front of him.
Silence
reigned, but Kiichi didn't let it stay on the throne for long.
“Tien
Li,” he greeted, waving his uninjured hand which was loosely
clasping the gun. “How are you?”
He got a
blink and a disbelieving look in return. “Shouldn't I be asking
you that?”
Kiichi
smiled and shrugged a little from the ground. “I'm doing fine.
This happens a lot, as you already know.”
There was
a pause, before Tien Li quietly said, “Yeah. I know.”
Kiichi
watched curiously as Tien Li walked closer, knelt down, and gently
slid an arm under Kiichi, lifting him up after checking to make sure
he wasn't in pain. There was barely a jostle, and Tien Li's arms were
warm and strong, cradling Kiichi as if he was something precious.
When Tien
Li stood up fully, Kiichi's mouth curved slightly, and he laid his
head on Tien Li's shoulder. “I'm impressed. That was very
smooth.”
Kiichi
could feel the rumble of the words when Tien Li said, “Yeah.
I've had practice.”
“Oh?”
Kiichi tilted his head up.
Tien Li
looked back down at him, a strange expression flitting across his
face.
“...yeah,”
Tien Li murmured, then turned his head forward again. He walked
towards his car carefully, and Kiichi knew it was no coincidence that
his arm was never jarred.
Amused,
but not surprised, Kiichi leaned back, pressing his cheek in the warm
junction between Tien Li's shoulder and neck.
“No
elaboration? I'm not very impressed by that. You're losing the points
you gained from the very sexy carrying,” Kiichi teased, closing
his eyes and breathing in Tien Li's scent. Gun oil and musk,
cigarette smoke and the smell of fresh rain.
There was
silence for a moment, but then Kiichi could feel Tien Li speaking
again. “Once. A while ago.” He paused. “Same
situation.”
Kiichi
laughed lightly. “Another kidnapping? My, my...what a
coincidence. I see you've taken to rescuing damsels in distress
instead of being the one to kidnap
the damsels in distress.”
Smiling,
eyes still shut, he asked teasingly, “Who's the prettier damsel
in distress?”
Still
smiling, Kiichi curled closer in Tien Li's arms, nearly missing his
next words.
“You,”
Tien Li said, voice low, arms protectively tight.
Kiichi
knew it wasn't just an answer to the light-hearted question, knew it
was the answer to another question Kiichi had avoided asking. He
wondered what the proper response should be-I'm
glad, I'm flattered, I'm still a little bit in love with you-and
whether
it would be best if he didn't say anything at all. In the end, he
silently pressed his face closer against Tien Li's neck, gentle and
soft, and hoped Tien Li understood.
They
didn't speak until a few more steps had passed, when Tien Li said in
an even lower voice, almost inaudible, “It was you.”
Kiichi
almost asked it
was me, what?
Almost, except that he suddenly knew, the pieces fitting together to
make a whole new picture. The failed robbery, the hostage situation,
the rescue that came after... waking up, telling Haruomi he was late,
and then later on, wondering if he'd imagined the phantom warmth...
Not Haruomi, as he had thought at first because it had felt
so much like Haruomi. Of course they would feel the same-of
course.
Kiichi
wanted to laugh, he wanted nestle even closer to Tien Li and just
laugh into his skin, laughing and laughing until he couldn't stand it
anymore. Until he had no choice but to pull Tien Li down and kiss
him, soft and hungry and sweet, like that time many years ago.
Instead,
he buried his face into Tien Li's neck, pressing his lips against the
smooth skin, warm despite the night chill. Surrounded by Tien Li's
taste and scent, he murmured, “Thank you.”
He
felt Tien Li shiver, felt the arms around him tighten, and knew what
it meant-don't
need to thank me, you saved my life first, I promised I would protect
you.
You
were the only one who never left.
There were
many things left unsaid, but Kiichi could read them all in the
careful way Tien Li held him and in the silence that hung between
them.
When they
finally reached the car, Tien Li set Kiichi in the passenger side
slowly and reluctantly, before he closed the door and got in the
driver's seat. Kiichi leaned back with his eyes still closed, keenly
missing Tien Li's warmth as his skin came in contact with the cold
leather upholstery. He barely suppressed a shiver, but he didn't
bother to deny the small pang of disappointment. Tired and sleepy, he
wanted to ask if Tien Li was going to be there when he woke up,
unlike last time when he'd disappeared without any visible trace. He
wanted to tell Tien Li to stay, to see Haruomi one more time-but
he couldn't.
Kiichi
knew he was drifting away, knew that the blood loss had finally taken
its toll and the pain that had been swept away by the adrenaline was
finally making its presence known. He knew the words he wanted to
say-could almost taste them-but he was exhausted and torn
between wanting to sleep and wanting to stay awake. If he stayed
awake, then he would have to watch Tien Li leave, knowing that he
couldn't stop him before Haruomi turned up. If he was asleep, then he
would wake up with Haruomi by his side, and Tien Li gone with only
the faint traces of his warmth on Kiichi's skin.
In the
end, Kiichi didn't decide-his body decided for him. He slipped
into unconsciousness, Tien Li's name on his lips, the memory of his
scent in his mind, and the uneasy feeling that he would never see
Tien Li again. A warm hand stroked his cheek and smoothed out his
frown, and Kiichi sighed, relaxing and turning to lightly nuzzle a
callused palm before drifting further into oblivion.
Eventually,
the lingering touch disappeared and the car engine started to rumble,
but Kiichi wasn't awake to notice.