Back to square one.
I get this way alot. I recover after some time. Time destroys everything.
I saw that written the other day. Really liked it.
So Rachel's funeral was today. It was something I didn't want to be a part of.
I just felt like I wasn't a big enough part of her life to matter. Even though I know that is not the point. I ended up being a pallbearer for it. Something I've never done before. I knew her for years, we had some laughs and I learned some things from her. I guess that is all that matters. I won't make this too long.
I saw alot of familiar faces around the funeral home. They all look the same as I remembered them. Why do I feel like I'm so different? Some names I remembered, some I forgot. Some forgot me too, but is to be expected. It's nice to catch up, hate that it had to be at this place. I miss people.
I'm tired.
I saw that written the other day. Really liked it.
So Rachel's funeral was today. It was something I didn't want to be a part of.
I just felt like I wasn't a big enough part of her life to matter. Even though I know that is not the point. I ended up being a pallbearer for it. Something I've never done before. I knew her for years, we had some laughs and I learned some things from her. I guess that is all that matters. I won't make this too long.
I saw alot of familiar faces around the funeral home. They all look the same as I remembered them. Why do I feel like I'm so different? Some names I remembered, some I forgot. Some forgot me too, but is to be expected. It's nice to catch up, hate that it had to be at this place. I miss people.
I'm tired.