Returning...

Oct 06, 2005 09:25

A little bit to update about. It feels weird writing this. And I do have something to say. I'll tell you a story, but first my update. I'm getting my car today FINALLY! Trying to get a new cell phone. I got offered an apartment for 335$ a month. I'm trying my best to get a higher job, I'm having a little trouble, but there's an opening I'm eligible for. Sitel sucks and everything else does too. And I was just about to ready to open my shirt and fly away.

And now for a story. I met this girl about a month ago. Name was Amber. A prospect if you will, talked on the phone, and then on the computer because of the fact of her not having a cell phone. Talked a while, she had a good personality, easy to talk to, and when we got together face to face, there was a physical attraction I guess, would. I hung out with her and it was cool to have her around because she was up for anything, hanging at Terry's, movies, y'know, whatever, as long as it's fun. Well, I hung out with her about 2 or 3 days straight, and well we got closer and closer and I ended up taking her virginity, and there's number two for me, not as uncomfortable as I thought it'd be... and I'm 98 percent sure that's not a lie, cause it was snug. Yeah. We hung out a few times after that sort of together...kind of an item..but I'm wary of solidifying that..I take time..too much I don't know. Anyway, I get home from work today, and she IMs me, and tells me that her and someone start talking on the phone..someone she met at the party at Terry's. Seems as though Timmy started seeing her at her house, well, that's ok, although I'm curious as how they got to talking I remembered. She called one of her numbers from Timmy's phone. And Timmy uses that. So I asked her was he moving in on her or something? She said no, so I was like ok, then. "More like I was moving in on him." Wtf? So we kind of fight and I blow up on her just a wee bit and now we're not really on speaking terms for right now, with just cause. My just cause, as she still wants to be friends with me after pretty much treating me like every other girl I've known. Just cause I don't jump right into the sack, or spout out I love you or call like crazy, or w/e the reason, find someone who does. And as history would have it, and I believe I've explained this, Timmy should've known to ask BEFOREHAND and I wouldn't care. Yay for them, but no. So, weird huh? Now, people, realize the scowl burned across my face, is there for a reason.

D.T.A. Don't trust anybody. If you think I was a brick wall before, or way before, or that I was cold before, or cruel or mean. Well, I was about to change for the good, then matters turn.

It's good to be back livejournal, my oven for cooking hatred.
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