Jul 25, 2005 18:00
What do you do when people count on you, when you're not the type of person someone should count on?
Someone that can't seem to get it all together, someone who has the tools and the ambition, but can't make them agree, someone who has the heart and the perseverance, but can't find a way to control it has no business taking that responsibility. In other words, don't put your faith in a mess.
Why do they want to count on me?
And then I get to thinking maybe it's something telling me I need to get myself back together, so I can help my friends, which is all I really ever try to do.
It's all so hard. And even moreso when everyone else isn't doing any better.
I need a vacation. Like really far away.