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Monday 21/07/03 (uk) :
It's about time I updated this page with the general goings-on. I'm still alive, still getting up to the usual. It's pretty mad reading the last rant, seems I was so happy back then, life was complete. A lot of things have changed since the last post, so it's hard to know where to start. At the origin, I suppose. Me and heath are no more, over the years it seems we were growing out of each other, and we've finally found the courage to let go. Life is pretty lonely in the house, but I've got a good set of friends and hobbies to keep me good. Yoshi (dog) is still living with me, and he seems a little grumpy, but ok with things. My faveourite fish, sho, recently died, leaving only Vivi and Vince, which should be nice for them, plenty of space in the tank to grow even bigger and fatter than they are at the moment (vince will like that).
As for where I am now... I'm no longer working, I got signed off work, and the time to do the things I like doing is really enjoyable at the moment. I've just got to kick myself up the arse and get out more, which for some reason is proving really, really difficult. It'd be nice to find myself again, start really *feeling*, which it seems I haven't really been doing for a while now... Not outside my own warped mind anyway. :) Maybe infest will be a good opportunity to get out and live a little, time will tell...
thanks for reading,
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Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
It's about time I updated this page with the general goings-on. I'm still alive, still getting up to the usual. It's pretty mad reading the last rant, seems I was so happy back then, life was complete. A lot of things have changed since the last post, so it's hard to know where to start. At the origin, I suppose. Me and heath are no more, over the years it seems we were growing out of each other, and we've finally found the courage to let go. Life is pretty lonely in the house, but I've got a good set of friends and hobbies to keep me good. Yoshi (dog) is still living with me, and he seems a little grumpy, but ok with things. My faveourite fish, sho, recently died, leaving only Vivi and Vince, which should be nice for them, plenty of space in the tank to grow even bigger and fatter than they are at the moment (vince will like that).
As for where I am now... I'm no longer working, I got signed off work, and the time to do the things I like doing is really enjoyable at the moment. I've just got to kick myself up the arse and get out more, which for some reason is proving really, really difficult. It'd be nice to find myself again, start really *feeling*, which it seems I haven't really been doing for a while now... Not outside my own warped mind anyway. :) Maybe infest will be a good opportunity to get out and live a little, time will tell...
thanks for reading,
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Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits