Yo Yo Yo
Last night I hung out with my cousin and his friend/my friend named Lidgia. We all ended up crashing at his house and as he went to bed at 2:00 a.m. like a little bitch, me and lidgia stayed up talking.
We actually have a lot in common as I found out. We discussed everything from God to sex to the most personal things in our lives. She told me things that she's never in her life told another living soul and I responded with some of my deepest darkest secrets. It feels really good to be able to talk to someone like that without a worry in the world about how they are going to look at you and what they're going to think about you. We layed their until approximately 9:00 a.m. until my body finally gave out and we fell asleep holding each other. I know that I have never been so comfortable with someone like that before and I know the feeling was mutual. I have respect for her and I would never want to jepordize her realationship with her boyfriend who she's broken up with on numerous occasions, so I refused to let myself move in for a kiss all of the countless times that I wanted to.
She's a virgin which she plans to be until she's married and I fully respect that. I have come to the conclusion after being with her and sharing some personals that sex for lust will never get you anywhere other than a clinic. Therefore I plan to stay celebate for as long as it takes before I find someone who I at least really care about. You're probably saying to yourself, if you know me, that I'm full of shit and I'm saying right now that this is as real as it gets.
Sex is supposed to be special and relationships need not be based on it. Think what you want to think 'cause I'm thru caring.
Peace
We actually have a lot in common as I found out. We discussed everything from God to sex to the most personal things in our lives. She told me things that she's never in her life told another living soul and I responded with some of my deepest darkest secrets. It feels really good to be able to talk to someone like that without a worry in the world about how they are going to look at you and what they're going to think about you. We layed their until approximately 9:00 a.m. until my body finally gave out and we fell asleep holding each other. I know that I have never been so comfortable with someone like that before and I know the feeling was mutual. I have respect for her and I would never want to jepordize her realationship with her boyfriend who she's broken up with on numerous occasions, so I refused to let myself move in for a kiss all of the countless times that I wanted to.
She's a virgin which she plans to be until she's married and I fully respect that. I have come to the conclusion after being with her and sharing some personals that sex for lust will never get you anywhere other than a clinic. Therefore I plan to stay celebate for as long as it takes before I find someone who I at least really care about. You're probably saying to yourself, if you know me, that I'm full of shit and I'm saying right now that this is as real as it gets.
Sex is supposed to be special and relationships need not be based on it. Think what you want to think 'cause I'm thru caring.
Peace