Jan 23, 2004 10:08
hey dad
i´m writing to you
not to tell you, that i still hate you
just to ask you
how you feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do you think about your sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we´re all right?
but we´re all right
we´re all right
[chorus]
it´s been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren´t you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother´s heart
you broke your children for life
it´s not ok,
but we´re all right
i remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
i spent so many years learning how to survive
now, i´m writing just to let you know that i´m still alive
the days i spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
i was so angry
those scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there´s things i´ll take, to my grave
but i´m okay
i´m okay
[chorus]
it´s been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren´t you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother´s heart
you broke your children for life
it´s not ok,
but we´re all right
i remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
now, i´m writing just to let you know that i´m still alive
yeah, i´m still alive
sometimes
i forgive
yeah and this time
i´ll admit
that i miss you, said i miss you
[chorus]
it´s been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren´t you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother´s heart
you broke your children for life
it´s not ok,
but we´re all right
i remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
now, i´m writing just to let you know that were still alive
and sometimes
i forgive
and this time
i´ll admit, that i miss you, miss you
hey dad
-Good Charlotte-emotionaless
Could anyone possibly know what it's like to be male and to have to grow up and go through life without a father or any type of father figure. It fuckin' sucks. I'm proud to say that I have survived it. It was a long hard crusty disgusting road, but I must admit that I'm the man that I am today because of it and I know that my children will never have to go through what I went through. I don't wish to bestow that kind of grief upon anyone. I don't thinked that I ever really grieved about the whole ordeal, but that is all now catching up with me.
You know what. Fuck him. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOU MISTER ROBERT FRACKER!!!
My children are gonna have whatever they want and the life that I never had including a loving father and a wonderful mother. I wish that Ligia wasn't at school right now. I'm all alone in her apartment and it's kind of awkward, but whatever. I really love this girl.
This is not one of those little love ya's. But I am deeply in love. She is everything that I want in a girl. She is the kind of nurturer that I need in my life and I wouldn't give her up for anything in the world. She could gain 150lbs and I would love her just as much as I ever have and no matter what, to me she will always be just a beautiful as ever. Because although I think that she's really hot physically, mentally and spiritually she is so gorgeous that words can't describe. She is just an overall wonderful and decent soul. I am the luckiest man in the world to have found such a love at the young age of twenty. I feel truly blessed.
I wish you all the best of luck in your relationships.