Oct 23, 2003 23:58
I haven't written anything in a hella long time since I have no computer, but I'm at my mom's now just visiting my cat. It really sux when you haven't been checking anything for a really long time and then you spend an hour reading up on people's lives. You can't exactly post comments on posts from a week or two ago 'cause it'll never get read anyways. The only things I remember is: Matthew, not going to college doesn't make you a loser, otherwise I would be one and I'll have to kick your ass. What makes you a loser is wasting too much of your time thinking about other peoples lives and how supposedly happy they all are. You need to worry about what makes you happy and what you want in life. Then pursue whatever that is to your full extent. Later, you can look back at all those people and think not about how well they're doing but how boring they are and how much of a statistic that they are. If you don't want to go to college then don't. Just be happy with your decision. If you really wanted to go bad enough then you would already be their and learning more about the reasons why you didn't want to go in the first place. College is for some people, but not all people.
Let's see what else.....Oh yeah. Saves the Day was fuckin' awesome. Oh my god! I think that it was one of my favorite shows in history. I would have payed triple for that show. It was so great.
I don't know much else to write. I kinda miss running into Matthew every few days or so for twenty minutes. Best Buy every Tuesday. Well, before Kay that was. I heard that Kay and my cousin actually hung out a couple of times and it's still kinda freakin' me out. I don't know why. No offense to either of you, but that's just wierd.
My relationship with Ligia to me is just sorta wierd. I always think, okay this weekend I'm not gonna be sexual at all 'cause I don't want her to think that that's all I care about, but when I see her sexy ass, well, you know the rest. Another wierd thing about the relationship is that it's actually a relationship. I have never had a true relationship before. I've had plenty of friends (wink wink) and when I was little it was all about who could get the hottest girl and then how far you could get with them. It was never about,"hmm, I wonder if I could spend the rest of my life with this person or not." I have yet to buy Indian Jones or Something Corporate 'cause I'm waiting 'till I get paid on Friday. Which I guess is technically today.
Last week I was really excited 'cause I've been working five days a week which is about 57 hours and all I had was my phone bill of fifty bucks. Psha. Untill I looked at it and saw that it was two-hundred and fifty bucks. Can you believe it I went over by two-hundred fuckin' dollars. I've never gone over in the two and a half years of having the same plan and when I did, boy did I go over.
I love you Matthew. Just thought I'd throw that it their. I miss your sexy ass. And I haven't seen your hair in a while, but ol' school dread type of hair. That was the shit.
Oh god, I just hawked up the king of all lugies. I better go spit him out. It was nice holla'in at ya'll.
PEACE!!!