there's too much work and I'm spent......
It feels like I have been running non-stop for the past few months. I have the cold that will not end, which doesn't help much. And things are just so crazy. With work, at home, with friends.....
With everything that has happened with Dad and Jen over the past few months...things just never stop being screwed up. I was really hoping for a normal thanksgiving, oh well.
Robbie's Birthday is coming up. I am so excited. I took off that entire weekend so that I could go up and spend a whole lot of time with him....Eden was even going to come with me. But I forgot that it is the weekend choir sings...and of course mom wouldn't dare let me miss that whole damn thing. Even though for the past month or so mom has been bitching at me about how I won't be able to keep up with choir and school, and I should probably quit before finals come around. But, now that I would have a reason to not be there the entire time, of course how dare I think of quitting and going to Robbie's Birthday Party instead, how dumb of me. That really pisses me off since I already promised him I would come up. I feel bad, I mean the kid's dad is a dead-beat who never calls his son. He didn't even call him to say happy thanksgiving. Robert needs to be kicked in the face by Chuck Norris.
That's what is eating me the most right now. I am trying to think of a way to get out of choir without driving my mother to make my life more difficult, I think I am getting all the "you should be reading your bible" and "how do you expect to ever be a good person if you don't do *yaddah yaddah yaddah*" that I can take at this point.
That's the most bitching I've done in a while. Better stop while I'm ahead.
With everything that has happened with Dad and Jen over the past few months...things just never stop being screwed up. I was really hoping for a normal thanksgiving, oh well.
Robbie's Birthday is coming up. I am so excited. I took off that entire weekend so that I could go up and spend a whole lot of time with him....Eden was even going to come with me. But I forgot that it is the weekend choir sings...and of course mom wouldn't dare let me miss that whole damn thing. Even though for the past month or so mom has been bitching at me about how I won't be able to keep up with choir and school, and I should probably quit before finals come around. But, now that I would have a reason to not be there the entire time, of course how dare I think of quitting and going to Robbie's Birthday Party instead, how dumb of me. That really pisses me off since I already promised him I would come up. I feel bad, I mean the kid's dad is a dead-beat who never calls his son. He didn't even call him to say happy thanksgiving. Robert needs to be kicked in the face by Chuck Norris.
That's what is eating me the most right now. I am trying to think of a way to get out of choir without driving my mother to make my life more difficult, I think I am getting all the "you should be reading your bible" and "how do you expect to ever be a good person if you don't do *yaddah yaddah yaddah*" that I can take at this point.
That's the most bitching I've done in a while. Better stop while I'm ahead.