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I look in my phone for someone that I can call that can save me. My whole life I've been in the background. My name isn't Daniel Dominguez. It's Can I HAVEAFAVOR. because that's all I ever hear from everyone. Why are people so needy? Why do I feel ashamed for the one huge meltdown I have because for once I want to be needy. I want to ask for a favor?
I live at home and I don't pay rent. I was sick for four years. Bedridden, pratically. I don't ask for favors. I try to deal with my demons, especially the ones I skipped over when I was drugged out of my mind.
Can you do me a favor? Can you tell me why there's an empty void in my chest? Can you tell me why I cave in to all these favors and never get anything back? Can you tell me why I try hard to make friends, do good, and yet am still nothing? I don't get calls to hang out or have fun.
Can I ask a favor? Why is it when I feel totally vulnerable and self-absorbed, and weak do I get nothing?
My heart is too fucking big it hurts. Can I ask you for a favor? Can you tell me how to turn it off? Can you tell me how to be numb.
Can I ask you for a favor? Can you do this for me? I would really appreciate it if you did this. You would be awesome for doing this. You're the best danny, You're awesome. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks.
I've lost my grip on reality here and I'm sinking faster than I know how to deal with. I do pray all night and day to wake up as a different person in a different place. It's true. No matter how hard I pray I'll always be the same person in the same place.
I live at home and I don't pay rent. I was sick for four years. Bedridden, pratically. I don't ask for favors. I try to deal with my demons, especially the ones I skipped over when I was drugged out of my mind.
Can you do me a favor? Can you tell me why there's an empty void in my chest? Can you tell me why I cave in to all these favors and never get anything back? Can you tell me why I try hard to make friends, do good, and yet am still nothing? I don't get calls to hang out or have fun.
Can I ask a favor? Why is it when I feel totally vulnerable and self-absorbed, and weak do I get nothing?
My heart is too fucking big it hurts. Can I ask you for a favor? Can you tell me how to turn it off? Can you tell me how to be numb.
Can I ask you for a favor? Can you do this for me? I would really appreciate it if you did this. You would be awesome for doing this. You're the best danny, You're awesome. Thanks. Thanks. Thanks.
I've lost my grip on reality here and I'm sinking faster than I know how to deal with. I do pray all night and day to wake up as a different person in a different place. It's true. No matter how hard I pray I'll always be the same person in the same place.