The Quest to be Beautiful
Yeah... I haven't written in here for awhile. For those who don't know.. I'm back from Hawaii and hanging out in NC again. Whoot.
I've been noticing some subtle changes in myself recently. Most of my life I've been Anne the tomboy... not caring how she looks, and constantly quiet and shy and not getting attention and having few friends. Anne the tomboy is becoming a woman... omg. o_O After dying my hair bright, natural, red.. I've noticed that I've been getting a bit more attention than I use to. Is it because the red simply blinds people? Or does it actually look good. I think the later, as I've been told such. Now I'm starting to actually care what I look like... and I want to dress in a way that's flattering to my figure. Le gasp! No more hiding behind baggy jeans and T-shirts? C_C Well... not all at once... as I still like my casual clothes. But now I -want- to look pretty and impress people and get the attention of boys. I want to be told I'm pretty, and know that people mean it.
My brother had some friends over the other day, and one told him the next day... "Dude, your sisters' hot." Nobody has every said anything like that about me before! I was shocked, and ultimately flattered... which makes me want to continue on this trend of looking good, or maybe even sexy? o_O Hm! Of course, there's still me... the silly anime obsessed girl I've always been. But.. now I think I'm ready to actually put myself out on the market and do some serious dating. There's one guy in my chemistry class who's been rather friendly toward me. Some big jock looking dude... but he's really nice! Is he friendly towards me because I look semi-decent nowadays? XD Wanting to talk to me and get to know me? Outward appearance isn't everything... but its so important when making first impressions! Plus... you feel better when you know you look good. I'm discovering this rather quickly, indeed.
Anne needs attention! D: She wants to be pretty and be told so! She wants to be noticed for once! I'm actually trying to decide what to wear for this art showing in town. Hm... these pants might be nice.. and this shirt. I could wear that necklace that Dave got me too! Oh.. and we mustn't forget my FMA pocket watch! This is a special occassion after all. -_n
I've been noticing some subtle changes in myself recently. Most of my life I've been Anne the tomboy... not caring how she looks, and constantly quiet and shy and not getting attention and having few friends. Anne the tomboy is becoming a woman... omg. o_O After dying my hair bright, natural, red.. I've noticed that I've been getting a bit more attention than I use to. Is it because the red simply blinds people? Or does it actually look good. I think the later, as I've been told such. Now I'm starting to actually care what I look like... and I want to dress in a way that's flattering to my figure. Le gasp! No more hiding behind baggy jeans and T-shirts? C_C Well... not all at once... as I still like my casual clothes. But now I -want- to look pretty and impress people and get the attention of boys. I want to be told I'm pretty, and know that people mean it.
My brother had some friends over the other day, and one told him the next day... "Dude, your sisters' hot." Nobody has every said anything like that about me before! I was shocked, and ultimately flattered... which makes me want to continue on this trend of looking good, or maybe even sexy? o_O Hm! Of course, there's still me... the silly anime obsessed girl I've always been. But.. now I think I'm ready to actually put myself out on the market and do some serious dating. There's one guy in my chemistry class who's been rather friendly toward me. Some big jock looking dude... but he's really nice! Is he friendly towards me because I look semi-decent nowadays? XD Wanting to talk to me and get to know me? Outward appearance isn't everything... but its so important when making first impressions! Plus... you feel better when you know you look good. I'm discovering this rather quickly, indeed.
Anne needs attention! D: She wants to be pretty and be told so! She wants to be noticed for once! I'm actually trying to decide what to wear for this art showing in town. Hm... these pants might be nice.. and this shirt. I could wear that necklace that Dave got me too! Oh.. and we mustn't forget my FMA pocket watch! This is a special occassion after all. -_n