On Vox: incase you forgot...
i don't like, likeing someone, or getting close to people. it hurts to much, not the thought of lossing them. i could care less i've lost a lot of people in my life. k joseph breathe, i am supposed to be in control no one can make me feel anyway i don't want to feel. i know i am all against clingyness...and i hate it in other people, so i defintly hate in me. and i must admit there are times when i can be clingy i need to work on it. i am afraid they'll leave me now. and loose intrest. move on with something better...why? maybe because it happens every day, all the boys who have boyfriends who cheat on them with me....or all the boys who have boyfriends who tell me they use them and cheat on them...i've been there before i've done. i've been used and i've used...and i don't want to do it anymore of that. and i defintly don't want to be used my emtions are on the line.
it's such a waste of time being in a relationship so emtionaly draining, then why when i like someone i like the thought of it, and why am i totattly fine living my life perfectly happy, untill someone comes into my life and i start likeing them. it's a momment of weakness and i told myself never again do i want to feel this way, and here i am feeling this way. congragulations guy you've joined the ranks of the rest...
Originally posted on darkfairy.vox.com