i...i...i can't believe i did it.
::sigh:: well maddie and jacey will be happy. i can't believe i let them convince me to do that. aw man...now i have butterflies in my stomach badly. i wrote him this note at lunch like right in front of him asking him and gave it to him as i was leaving and told him to read it later. ::smacks head on table:: he's gonna say no. i bet he is. why did i do that?!?!?!? i think i have completly lost it or just don't care really any more. ugh...it is gonna be so awkward now in all of my classes tomorrow. i still can't believe i did that!!!! oh man i think i have lost it. WHY DID I DO THAT?!?!?!?!? ::sigh::